I have no friends in my new class this year. I know it isn't a big deal but I am terrible with people. I can make friends, it can be hard or easy, but it is so hard to keep them for some reason? I have no idea what I am doing wrong but I know I am bad at feelings and stuff. I had a friend who told me about their problems and asked me to go to the counselors office with them the next day. I didn't go to school the next day (I think I was sick or smth) and I think that is when they started disliking me.
I honestly don't know what to do? I don't understand what is wrong with me and I've thought about getting it checked out but my parents would find out and idk it I want to go to a counselor because I'm scared.
My new class is pretty loud and it was making want to die even if school was only 2 hours. I wanted to cover my ears of leave the class but I don't want to be seen as 'the weird kid' or smth. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow because I feel like I won't be prepared even tho I am and I'm so scared I won't do good this year while my parents want me to get an award or smth.