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Hiya! Nice to meet you, I'm Isa! :)

Hiya! I'm Isa and I hope that this place can help you figure it out! And if you aren’t aro I still hope you have a good time here. :)

Bruh. It's still December!

Yes. But no mouth to mouth...

Lmao. Who? Sadly, I have started just normally talking to them and I miss the psychological torture... I might go back to doing that...

Hiii, I'm Isa and I hope you have great time here! :))))))))))))))

.I used it to physiologically torture some traumatized folk. Like so: I watched the 3rd movie and thought it would be funny to laugh at his trama. I made fun of his dead grandma. He also said I was good at physiological torture. Idk why but I just find it funny lol. I did end up apologizing tho lmao.

Thanks. I have kinda calmed down a little because I have gotten the highest grade you can get in my far a math quiz (my school has these 4 word level things instead of letters) and also on some of my English assignments. But I have to preform a short play infront of my class one Tuesday, I wrote the script for it but I feel like it is too dramatic lol. I changed most of the plot because my classmates were doing comedies. I kinda like the new script more but my two group members have English as a second language and speak quietly so that might cause a bit of trouble while we're acting. And my parents made me join the other kids in the quior at my church to sing a Christmas song. That one isn't too big of a deal since I like the song but I'm joining late into the practice and I keep singing louder and faster than the music lol.

Ohhhhh, that actually makes so much sense lol. Thx! :)

Hiiii!!!! Nice to meet u! I'm Isa. Sorry, I don't have any advice for the squish thing but I hope you can have a good time here! :)

I do that too lol. Last year for my final English assignment I had a main character with the name I want to use and they used they/them (which my teacher was cool with). I had a lot of lgbtq+ characters actually lol. It was about the MC finding out they can teleport and accidentally going to another planet and getting forcefully involved in an alien war. The king of the alien species had a husband who used he/him and I wrote their romance terribly. When I terribly I mean I didn’t write it at all. Reading the story now I realized the only romantic couple (other than the MCs parents who are not at all important) had no romance? They didn't even actually interact! They just spoke about each other! And not even in a romantic way! I feel so weird lol. I kinda like the story without strong romance because I love the action. My teacher liked it too lol.

"Creativity is born from boredom." - My brother trying to convince my mom to take away my sisters phone lol.

How do people do it? I have a drama project coming up and I wrote a script. I'm trying to practice it and it's so hard to say things without feeling weird about it... Anyone know how to just stop dying inside? Even for just a bit?? The script (I act as Kris): Kris (Isa) throws door open and starts to walk passed Ariel. Ariel: "Oh my God, Kris! What happened!? You look terrible!" Kris: "I'm fine, Ariel. It's nothing." Ariel: "No dude, tell me what happened. You look like hell." Kris: "Yea, I was just there." Ariel: "Oookkkay?...well, you were with Charlie right? Where is she? Kris: "I don't know or care about where that jerk is. Ariel: Woah! That’s your older sister you're talking about! Kris: Well maybe she shouldn’t have left me in a grocery store on black Friday! Ariel: She- wait what? Kris: She left to do something that was probably unimportant and when I tried to get apple juice someone gave me an uppercut! I tried to fight back but I ended up running. I also walked by the TVs and got takled! Then some brat took my wallet and I lost all my money! Charlie starts to open door Ariel: Uh-oh! She's back! Kris rolls their eyes Charlie: *waves behind her* bye guys! *walks in with arms out* Wazzzaappppp!- Oh damn Kris! What happened? Kris: You happened! Scratch that, you didn't happen! Charlie: huh? Kris: You left me at the store! To hang with your friends it seems. Charlie: Oh yea! Sorry about that! *laughs* Kris: Charlie! Don't laugh, this isn't funny! I needed help! Charlie: Then why didn't you call me? Kris: I did! You didn't answer! Charlie: You did? *takes out phone and scrolls through missed calls* Oh! You did. Um... My phone was on silent... Kris: Of course it was... Charlie: Oh well:)! You look fineeeee Kris YEAH SURE! Multiple of my fingers are dislocated and I'm pretty sure that my left unla is broken but I'm. Just. Fineeee. Charlie: Um.... Kris: On top of THAT I lost my wallet! Charlie: Then just work more or something. Kris: I work like 90 hours a week! Okay, less than that. But still! And you have no right to say that when you're an unemployed idiot! Charlie: *gasp!* I'm your older sister! How dare you disrespect me like that! Kris: *scoffs* Yea you're older but you don't act like it. Charlie pushes Kris Charlie: Shut your mouth! Maybe it's a good thing that I left you in the grocery store! I wish you never made it out! Kris is wide eyed then slaps Charlie and leaves the stage. Ariel: Damn, that was crazy. Charlie: *stares at floor* Yeaaaaa End scene I know it's not that good lol and if I should change anything lmk pls. :)

I'm not mad at my parents or anything. And they are a lot nicer(?) now mostly to my little sister ig but I feel like when me and my older brothers got in trouble how we were punished kind of stuck with me? People tend to get mad at me for being distracted. Sometimes I forget to text people back and my brother says I have selected hearing and purposely block him out. It's weird, I can hear what people are saying but I somehow don't pick up any information? Like I tend to have to be told things again and again. My parents say it's my phone and earbuds (it is a lot of the time tho lol) and sometimes when I ask them to repeat to many times they get mad, tell me to keep being lazy and keep using my phone because they'll just do it themselves y'know? I'm not mad and they are nice but I thing I'm just overeating a but. I feel like all I've been doing is taking a break. But I can never just stop thinking about it. I am now late on 2 more assignments because they were do yesterday. One of them I have to write one paragraph about a book I'm reading 3 times the school week. It is so damn simple but I still can't do it? It's sorta pathetic lol. I have no idea why I don't do it when I can and want to. I am writing this knowing I should do the simple weekly assignment to write two more paragraphs about a book and I'm not. I want to but I can't. Is my whole generation like this? My brother said all of my generation has adhd because of iPad nd stuff, pretty sure he's joking because I don't think you can gain adhd can you?

Okay, so yesterday wasn't the greatest but these arrived yesterday and that made the day slightly better:)

Hoya! I'm Isa and it's nice to meet you! :))) Hope you have a good time here :)

I'm honestly not sure if it is burnout or not. Because if it is, then what caused it? I also don't think I've done enough work to be burnt-out. Like I haven't been working hard enough (which I haven't.) I feel like I've lost interest in things I used to thrive in or just life in general. It isn't even just in school, I like drawing and art but I rarely do it voluntarily. And I used to practice animation but I just can't commit to anything. I am always switching interest, moving from archeology to author or animation to astronomy and right now I randomly like Greek mythology? I know that I'm just a kid and my interest are changing but I feel like the years are somehow going by faster and really slowly at the same time?? I feel like every damn day is so exhausting and feels so long but when I look at how many years I have left of school and my childhood it just never feels like enough! I'm going to high-school is a couple of years! I don’t know what college or uniI wanna go to! How am I gonna get into a good school if I can't do good now? I don’t even know what I'm panicking about? I know it shouldn't matter much but with how the economy is right now life in the future is going to be so harsh if things don't change. Sorry for the ramble, I went off topic (apparently I do that a lot) and tysm to all who responded:,)

Thanks. The thing is I have not really been doing my work at all? I keep trying but I can't. Multiple people have suggested that I have adhd and when my brother brought it up to my parents they just said I'm being lazy, which I am tbh. And I really shouldn't not be working because I am behind on so many assignments. 🙃

I can't do anything. I have so much unfinished school work that I know how to do but I just can't for some reason? I don't even know. I can just stare at the screen or paper and I try to force my self to do it but I can't. I know I'm just procrastinating and being lazy but I want to do the work. My parents expect me to get principles list or honor roll because my brothers did but I'm kinda an idiot. I just sit there knowing what to do but not be able to do it. It's kind of like I don't feel like school is a priority. I almost cry sometimes lol but something is seriously wrong with me and idk what it is.

Oh hey, I remember you. Where'd ya go?

Hiya! I'm Isa and I hope you have a good time here! :) Glad you found this place too :)

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Lol. I always have that! A lot of the 'crushes' I had before I now realized that they shared one thing in common... They had nice hair lol 😂