illumi

happy arospec awareness week. i havent logged on in a while.

maybe its inactive due to school. its been a while since i logged on as well.

i relate to the chara in my pfp a lot. thats kind of it.

ure close tho.

it refers to this alt symbol below but theres 1 more symbol which u havent mentioned that looks like this

yh. 4 many ppl sexuality is fluid. i used to exp attraction as well b4 realizing im anattractional but that doesnt invalidate my orientation now. u can have past crushes n still id as aspec ure not too young to know that ure any orientation. gay folks may find out theyre gay v early on n their age doesnt inherently invalidate their orientation either. so age shouldnt b a concern 4 aspecs either

dt so. questioning orientation happens to a lot of ppl n while some r indeed what theyre questioning; others might b smth else. its not an immediate sign that ure arospec; it js tells me that u might b

understandable. i dislike sex scenes when its unnecessary. but when its used to add depth n symbolism to the story idm it; such as the 1 done in arcane which is used to create contrast between the 2 charas theyre comparing romantic n sexual scenes in horror movies is 1 of my biggest pet peeves

is there anything bad w the fact that yall still feel mutually romantically attracted or

shorter answer is heteronormativity n amanormativity. loads of ppl mistake being aspec as straight 4 some reason due to amanormativity. not exping certain attraction n desiring certain relationships/activities is confusing to them

i do this to establish boundaries n potentially meet fellow arospecs irl

after reading this 4 the 1000th time i think he might b aroace guys

can def relate. i have a cat rn n always liked chilling w him. altho currently i prioritize friends over their nonhuman counterparts i still adore him v much. i dont consider him as a pet but rather a friend

yh. being human sucks ass

i have to go back on the 16th this month. i want to kms

some labels that fits r cupioromantic n romance favorable fyi. ure not less aro js bc u enjoy n crave romance. i myself enjoy well written romance sometimes as well

chill. holy shit. im also romance repulsed but alloros r not stupid 4 prioritizing their romantic attraction n talking abt it. ure also targeting fellow arospecs by saying this. i get amanormativity is frustrating but barking at randos living their lives is not it

aggressive allies r my fav flavor

idk much abt him. but id still say he needs worse

kind of? im p sure its way worse

templates 4 what

good 4 em good 4 em

a quick google search tells me neglect is a form of abuse but idk much abt it

weirdcore and meatcore. tbh

can relate. i only find myself feeling neg emotions; esp anger. i get irritated easily so this emotion had become extremely ez to identify. however as 4 other emotions shit gets muddy. i think this could b bc im deprived of stimulation. once i go back to school ill be able to identify diff emotions again. but atp im so used to not feeling anything ive forgotten what feeling any emotions r like im loveless; which personally speaks to me as being detached from the concept of love. i use the word lightly to refer to my family and friends but i dont feel the emotions im supposed to feel 4 love. ive seen others describe what love feels like to them but i cant relate at all not going to diagnose u but look into loveless aro if it gives u closure