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CatNap

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    Theodore
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    Demisexual, trixic, demipanromantic
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    Trigender
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    The abyss
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    Waiting to see if employed as host/hostess for Olive Garden

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  1. I'm questioning if I'm a therian. I went to my friend for advice, and they said to go to people who are therians for help. What I want to ask is how do you know/find out? Can you share your experiences? I sometimes get animalistic urges. Like growling, hissing, biting, walking/running on all fours, rubbing my head against things that I love/like and make me happy or I rub my head when happy. I've felt this deep connection one time, it felt like I was an animal at the moment, like I was very close to some animal, like there was one within myself. I tried talking to a family members dog before as a child, though I'm pretty sure a lot of kids did that, and also went up the stairs on all fours (another thing kids do/did), but it felt comfortable and right and I hated being told not to do that. I've also watched a pov on youtube, and I got the urge to walk on all fours like the person filming was. I thought of a specific cat, too. I've also cried because I wasn't an animal and felt deeply sad over it. I wanted to be an animal again. I've had dysphoria. When I wasn't identifying as a therian (I'm not currently), I felt empty, and it felt like something was missing but I can't place what. I might not be a therian, just a quadrobist and possibly a copinglink or something. I plan on doing more research into therianthropy.
  2. So if me still seeing myself as still a girl is due to societal pressure or upbringing, And I still feel and perceive myself as masculine and agender, then what? I'd just be stuck in an unhappy position of feeling and perceiving myself as masculine/male, and agender. I don't want that. I haven't been happy when questioning what masculine aligned gender I could be. But there's nothing I can really do to change that. My self perception and feelings I mean. Even if it was societal pressure or my upbringing, it's kind of the thing that makes me feel better about my gender identity. I hope that made sense.
  3. Wonderland by Caravan Place.
  4. found it while watching this short and it's fire :3 I
  5. Hello! Welcome. I hope you enjoy your stay (your name reminds me of Amanda the Adventure, no offense :3), and I like your name! :D
  6. Amnesia The Small Horse finally got finished and I like the whole story but the end was rather disappointing. 

  7. Okay. I have a sexuality where I like girls. I'm also demisexual. But I think of guys under a certain circumstance as well. I've never been attracted to a man that way in real life when it comes to sexuality, and only am that way when it comes to girls. But due to the fact I'm masculine aligned non-binary, I'm not sure if I should call myself straight or not. Does it count as being straight? Am I bisexual, or whatever the term may be used in my case?
  8. Animation meme edit audios.
  9. Idk!! It obviously isn't.
  10. I took the test and hate the questions. Here's what I got: Your Raw Score is: -380, which indicates that overall you are Androgynous Your appearance is Androgynous (I get told I look more masculine, and I kinda present more feminine.) Your brain processes are mostly that of a Androgynous person. (I guess?) You appear to socialize in a masculine manner. (I haven't the foggiest idea, do you really think I pay attention to that?) You believe you have major conflicts about your gender identity. (I mean, I suppose so?) You indicated your were born Female. ANALYSIS: Female to Male Transsexual in doubt about your ability to successfully transition. (I don't have doubt. Help what?? Also I don't even know if I'm ftm??) NOTES: Your Answers indicate your psychological state has likely prevailed since you were quite young. The questions and answers were weird and sexist. I don't really care for this test.
  11. Turns out I'm a gay trans man. 

    1. CatNap

      CatNap

      I'm Stan and I was wrong! I'm not a gay trans man!

  12. Can I identify as Greyromantic, lithromantic, and aroflux at the same time? Or would that not makes sense? Do I have to pick one? I connect to each of them, and to clear things up I connect with the term aroflux in my own way because my romantic attraction comes and goes.
  13. Alright, I did find a label that could've explained this, so I was just asking if anyone could recall it. It might just be romance repulsion/negativity and touch aversion. I hate physical touch and am uncomfortable by it, physical affection in romantic relationships feels weird and uncomfortable, romantic media can be cute (when it comes to animated charactera I suppose) but I've been disgusted ever since i was a kid whenever people show romantic affection like kissing I am absolutely disgusted by kissing. It makes me want to physically get sick. If I ever have another in person romantic relationship, there's gonna be no physical affection whatsoever. I'm annoyed by love posts and couples public displays of affection. I can't even define romantic attraction. But I feel this feeling of feeling something "more" that I think is romantic attraction. I can have a strong feeling of affection for someone, but it only lasts until the honeymoon where it either dies down, or goes away leaving me just wanting out of the relationship, or both, where I feel attraction but it kinda comes and goes. I feel like I don't think of romantic partners as much as they do me, I can even easily just not think of them at all. Cold, I know. But there was one time I thought only of someone, to a probably unhealthy extent? I can't tell. Real life romantic relationships are okay I guess, except for the wanting out part that comes and goes, alongside the lack of attraction that comes and goes. Just no physical affection. And certainly no kissing. Like is there a label for someone who experiences romantic attraction just not as strongly, or where it comes and goes?
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