Guest Posted May 11, 2023 Share Posted May 11, 2023 I want to make myself go into a coma so that I don't have to coexist with others I don't feel human at all I don't feel like anything but an ungrateful, spoiled, rude, brat. I wish others would pay attention to me. I want everyone in my life to be loving and kind. I wish my entire family wasn't crazy. I wish I could be viewed as something more than a rude, shameless, worthless, piece of garbage. Everyone I know literally hates me (like actually I'm not exaggerating). I want to go and live in a fantasy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AroAcedragon13 Posted May 11, 2023 Share Posted May 11, 2023 33 minutes ago, Cal said: I want to make myself go into a coma so that I don't have to coexist with others I don't feel human at all I don't feel like anything but an ungrateful, spoiled, rude, brat. I wish others would pay attention to me. I want everyone in my life to be loving and kind. I wish my entire family wasn't crazy. I wish I could be viewed as something more than a rude, shameless, worthless, piece of garbage. Everyone I know literally hates me (like actually I'm not exaggerating). I want to go and live in a fantasy. I don't hate you. You are not any of the negative things you say you are. You are an amazing person and you deserve a happy life with supportive people. It may feel impossible right now but it gets better I promise. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
alto Posted May 11, 2023 Share Posted May 11, 2023 If literally everyone hates you, the problem is probably with them not you. I know that sounds counterintuitive but it's true. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted May 11, 2023 Share Posted May 11, 2023 14 minutes ago, alto said: If literally everyone hates you, the problem is probably with them not you. I know that sounds counterintuitive but it's true. I feel like it's a two-way street I've done things that make it justifiable for people to hate me but I'm not as bad as everyone thinks 38 minutes ago, AroAcedragon13 said: I don't hate you. You are not any of the negative things you say you are. You are an amazing person and you deserve a happy life with supportive people. It may feel impossible right now but it gets better I promise. Thanks, I feel like no one I know is supportive, and everything I say and do is dismissed and not important. I'm moving to my dad's soon and going to school there. I'm hoping for the best but expecting the worst. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HelloThere Posted May 11, 2023 Share Posted May 11, 2023 2 minutes ago, Cal said: I feel like it's a two-way street I've done things that make it justifiable for people to hate me but I'm not as bad as everyone thinks Maybe, maybe not, but nothing deserves literally everyone hating you. Besides I don’t hate you, and I’m glad to be able to talk to people. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted May 11, 2023 Share Posted May 11, 2023 Just now, HelloThere said: Maybe, maybe not, but nothing deserves literally everyone hating you. Besides I don’t hate you, and I’m glad to be able to talk to people. Thanks my dude I feel There's no emotional support I can fall back on in real life so it's nice to talk to someone about how I feel for once. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HelloThere Posted May 11, 2023 Share Posted May 11, 2023 Anytime! Believe me, I deeply enjoy talking to people especially my fellow aros, it’s easier for us all to figure out ourselves when we talk! :D 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Holmbo Posted May 12, 2023 Share Posted May 12, 2023 Sorry to hear that! Have you tried watching Ted Lasso? Maybe that would help Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keith Posted May 13, 2023 Share Posted May 13, 2023 First of all, I'm so sorry you have to go through that. You definitely didn't deserve everyone hating on you, especially your family. Secondly, I don't think you're any of these negative things you said you are. You probably feel like that because of your ungrateful family, but you don't have to believe them!! They're clearly in the wrong. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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