Eclipse Posted March 23 Share Posted March 23 (edited) Is this a crush? I blush at every single mention and reminder of this one guy and I hate it. I don't really even imagine anything serious between us, let alone a relationship, or *cringes* marriage. And i certainly 100% don't feel a thing for him. I can and have imagined him holding me, and me cuddling him, and giving affection, and *Hides face again* french kissing, but the french kissing part is an extremely repulsive idea. I wonder if maybe my grandma teasing me about my redness in the face cause of this guy is finally getting to me, or this is actually my very first crush. I don't want it to be my first crush though. :( I prefer being fully 100% aro cause romance is repulsive, and I felt nothing in my relationships, except the feeling that it's just a chore, and is pointless, and the need to end them, and a whole bunch of other reasons. I mean c'mon, I couldn't take a relationship with someone way older than me, and that same person not knowing I exist because he's on tv, and we never met, with him seriously. Haha. It's an extremely ridiculous idea. *Rolls eyes* So why do I blush at every single mention of him? is he so aesthetically attractive to me that my face goes red? I mean, he is, at least in my opinion. Maybe there's a more scientific reason why one would blush like crazy, that isn't romantic at ALL. Below is him: Edited March 23 by The Lost One Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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