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Holy shit man, I'm sorry you're going through that, Hey if you ever need to chat, I'm here <3

I appreciate it, it's just hard to keep going when home doesn't even feel like home anymore :/

welp my first response got deleted somehow so I'm rewriting this lets make this neat - I have to move from my friends - our neighbors smoke so much pot were getting high from second degree smoke - they also love cigarettes and our car smells like them now - did I mention I get day long migraines from pot smoke - My parents are transphobic as shit - I haven't had a will to live in 2 years - I have attempted before - I would again - I want to again - I have the stuff to again - Why shouldn't I - My friends have started lying to me - 2 of them are self harming - So am I - I cant cut my hair bc "ILL GET BULLIED AND KMS" - haha jokes on you I couldn't cut my hair I cut my skin <3 - my legs look like fucking barcodes - dad accused me of using ADD as an excuse - one of my friends didn't tell me his boyfriend killed himself - called f slur on the daily - would rather be dead - Im ugly as shit - bullied every day - video on TikTok released ab me exposing my deadname - exposed by my bully of 6 years - nobody cared - I don't really think it would matter if I died to anyone - Why am I still alive - I'm not ok but "im fine :) " - help - I have a therapist that I don't actually tell anything - does not know I self harm UPDATES SOON

I'm middle school too :p

O NO! :0

Yeah, I suppose so, thank you for helping :p Thanks for the help (not sarcastic I'm sorry I just talk like that :/ ) Thanks, I'll try :<

Hi there! I'm Mal I'm transmasc too! looking for friends and stumbled upon you, so Hi! :D

I LOVE THAT SONG :0

Chonky frog :3 AWWWW ITS SO CUTE

So I have a friend that I would want to be in a qpr with but I don't think they understand I don't want to be "dating" but I'm too scared to clarify and they think I'm weird or don't like them at all. Can someone please help me I don't know what to do :/

Personally, I did get therapy which in the end helped a ton, but the way that really helped me get out of bed in the morning, was having something to look forward to. For example, I would wake up, and feel miserable not wanting to do anything or leave my room, the way I got myself up is promising myself something if I finished that day. I would sometimes buy myself ice cream if I get through the day, or I'd set up a time to hang out with my friends, maybe buying that book I saw on Amazon I wanted. Just little things to look forward to. That helped me a bunch would recommend it. The thing that really pulled me out of it though, (I KNOW PEOPLE HATE THIS BUT ITS TRUE IM SORRY) was getting off of social media. I deleted YouTube, Pinterest, capcut, tiktok, Instagram, Snapchat, EVERYTHING. Just last year I was about to snap, I deleted everything as one final attempt and it worked. I know when you see those articles saying "oh no don't use phones they rot your brain" you think they're idiots, they are sometimes but if you just get rid of 1. Toxic people 2. get rid of MOST social media (I.e. Pinterest, YouTube, tiktok, etc) 3. Therapy can help 4. Find people in your life to support you and sometimes diet changes can help, You are on the road to healing, this may not work for everyone but it pulled me out of one of the hardest parts of my life. I hope this helped stay safe friends! <3 Just adding on, This won't fully get rid of any depression, anxiety, etc but it helped me, I still have these problems, it's not a cure just helped a bit. Like I said this kept me from doing irreversible things even though I wasn't "cured" and I still struggled even getting up in the mornings, at least I didn't 0ff my$elf. Sending love, try to get help before making drastic decisions, and stay safe. I'm here for anyone who wants/needs to chat <3

No ones replying :< ok here's another

that's alr you seem chill ty for being nice to me :D

too real man Not me realizing this makes no sense way later sorry guys I stay up too late watching Ru Paul drag race I'm way too invested in Jimbo the drag queen (If she gets kicked off I will cry)

I can't dm my dude like I said I'm young asf (I'm in middle school with hella strict parents who would kill me if they found out I'm on this :D )

nah I've got so many of those. there's one in a class of mine that's like 100% gay we have a ship name for him Juan and Daulton Juanton (like wanton) We call him a lesbian and he gets so mad is so funny help tbh I feel like were offending lesbians this kids is *ALOT* luckyyyyyy Im in CMAS times (HELP)

I might be a bit young for being friends but I did want to stop by bc I saw your about me and I love EVERY artist there and if you like them I would recommend cavetown an aro ace artist who runs my life Also DND is amazing :p

But fuck Dave >:( This is one of many times Dave has done this shit to us I swear

You are absolutely incredible. Yes. This is true LGBTQIA pride shown here

Fizz 10/10

You look like a Sparrow or an Ace

Banned because your PFP is too cute >:p

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I am the small people on fire >:D amen to that