kira-

i recently bought a copy of persona 5 royal and i’ve been enjoying that

empty - bongripper

in my experience i usually see people use those terms in a gender neutral sense. besides that, i would just use “people”. though to be fair i usually just use people’s names. (lol, i used “people” twice when explaining that i would use the term people.)

as far as a “comfort show” would go, probably helluva boss, bocchi the rock, or my little pony.

goths are my favorite faction. they have one of the coolest character builds, which is archetypically good. it also grants you the ability to turn into a bat, and merge with the shadows. the faction is great too, despite not being as popular as it was upon release. when joining this faction, you gain increased dexterity and perception during night, and access to a vast expanse of black clothing. you also get an infinite supply of black eyeshadow and a physical copy of the cure’s newest album, “songs of a lost world”. all factions have extensive lore dating back all the way to the 70’s, which is way to complicated to explain here. the coolest part about this game is that you don’t need to have a specific strategy to enjoy it. everyone’s experiences within their own factions will be different, and can incorporate different parts of the lore and builds. you can also multi-class factions if you want. people may come and go from this game, and there may be a relatively small fan base, but you can find a great community full of people with similar experiences. playing this game helped me become more comfortable with my identity and realize things about myself that i wouldn’t have otherwise. i would highly recommend gameplay to anyone interested. it might be a bit confusing at first, but there are plenty of people here to help you along the way.

type o negative

my brother drew an among us character with aro colors and gave it to me

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bit of an update on this. i’ve found that the terms “loveless” and “panaspec” work a lot better for me. loveless is easy for me to pick out because i feel very disconnected from the idea of love as a whole. i’m not exactly sure why i gravitate more towards panaspec than something like annatractional, but i do identify with the later. there are still people that i think i care about, enjoy discussion with, and or would want to hang out with, i’m just not attracted to them in any way really. most hangouts that i seek out usually have some sort of goal or point attached to them anyway, by which i mean i would never hang out with someone “just to hang out”. a lot of times that i end up reaching out to people i know it’s because they almost never go out of their way to interact with me. most of the time it works out though, i tend to get really burnt out from being around groups of people and tend to enjoy my own company with the exception of sites like this and online interactions.

i would always say i didn’t have one or would find a way around the question, but i did sort of make one up i guess. it was just someone around my age who was at my house often because our parents were really close.

indeed, juju is one of my favorite albums ever made. thanks, i’ll be sure to check them out. haven’t heard of them, i’ll be sure to check them out as well. i’m busy with finals for the rest of the week but then i’m going to have lots more time to listen to more music.

i’ve only been in the scene for around 6 months but i’ll try my best. siouxie & the banshees is easily my favorite (i was in the top 1000 listeners on apple music this past year) and my favorite stuff by them is on juju and kaleidoscope. a good b-side to check out from the downside up box set is eve white eve black. i’m also really into type o negative’s sound. a lot of people might not like to listen to them because of their lyrics, but their blend of goth, metal, and hardcore is basically unmatched. my favorite album by them is life is killing me, but bloody kisses is kind of the quintessential gothic metal album. world coming down is also a good one. an interesting one is striborg. most of his work is black metal and dsbm, but he’s shifted this to a mix of dark wave with black metal vocals and lyricism he’s coined as blackwave. my favorites from him of this style are instrumental trans-communication and blackwave. here’s some more recommendations for stuff you don’t have listed above: belirdi gece - she past away fetisch - xmal deutschland substance - joy division songs from a lost world - the cure narin yalnizlik - she past away the first molchat doma album, i can’t spell it floodland - sisters of mercy i’m always up to yap about music so feel free to @ me. i’ll be sure to check out some of the artists that you’ve mentioned that i don’t recognize as well.

it seems that i continue to be unable to fathom the possibility that there are people who care about me

Die Laughing. - Zombieshark! very good cybergrind album i have listened to many times on repeat today

ap classes :P besides that we have arcane, the constant need to become more of a music nerd, and the “battle jacket” i’m planning