not anymore, but I used to deal with some OCD that decided to say hi
Everything is kinda a blur, but I do remember that when I got up in the morning there would be about a minute of my brain rebooting?
and I would be slightly sleepy cause I just woke up. I used to love that minute of quietness during my worst periods of having OCD.
After the minute ended all these thoughts would just keep on flooding in for the rest of the day and I'll be revolving around those thoughts even though I know its irrational but I just couldn't fight it.
I've gotten rid of nearly all of my 'rituals', but I still don't step on certain patterns on brick paths. it's not much of a problem but I'm going to try to fix it.