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if i were to, say, draw my own pfp (not this one [didn't make it], but one with another character in it) 

what poses would be good for that sorta thing?

guys lol i randomly got a matt walsh vid in my recommended

i legit thought that guy was a myth lmao

sooooo a funny situation happened (tl;dr: someone has supposedly a crush on me and i list all my options)

a bunch of classmates (we sit in lil desk groups of like 6 ppl each but the groups are so close together that i can talk to like 7 different people if i wanted to) during science class told me that apparently some guy has a crush on me

a few things:

- i don't know this guy on a friends basis, or practically any basis. literally i don't think we've talked.

- i (obviously) don't like him that way, he rings as the type of guy i wouldn't relate with at all (kids cartoon enjoyer person x average teenager who likes sports doesn't go together well IMO)

and so. they (people who told me this) were all like "do you have snap? instagram? we can give you his" and i said yes to the instagram (bc i dont have snapchat) and im just sitting there sorta just registering the fact that someone has a crush on me despite almost never interacting with me??? at all??? like sometimes he'll comment on smth i said and i'll comment back but it's strictly classmate to classmate

those two who told me (yea there were two of them, a guy and a girl) were like. 100% trying to like get us talkin or something. i don't know. all i know is that they were super insistent on it. the dude was like trying to convince me like "he's hot" (which, aesthetically speaking, i could see. fair. he looked conventionally ok tbh)

i tried to tell em that i didn't share those feelings back and eventually i caved and said "he'd make a  good friend, i guess" and they said that they were gonna share his insta after class (they must've forgot or smth bc it didn't happen, i didn't want to remind them anyways)

im basically on the level of denying that the whole thing happened/assuming they were joking because how in holy fuck does one develop a crush by never actually talking to said person?

i mean he must've straight up went purely by looks then, which doesn't compute because im not ugly and i certainly never think i am but ive always considered myself not crush material (proven wrong 1 time before, making the number of times people have crushed on me 2)

maybe it's got to do with me bein aroace but i simply refuse to believe people could have a crush on me, because it's just not possible. but it also is? idkkkk

anyways. what should i do if they mention it again:

1) pray to the universe that they will conveniently forget (the option im sticking with)

if they don't, then:

2) get his insta, talk to him, turn him down politely

3) don't get his insta, avoid trouble of rejecting

4) hope that it was a joke and that it was purely out of satire. that they won't bring up the same satire twice (similar to 1st option, but with added denial)

5) get his insta, reject, but make new friend

anyways help.

being aroace sucks on moments like this because i have the experience of an awful "someone has a crush on me" to be able to reject easy and early, but im low on irl friends so maybe that could work out?

idk how this whole "crushes" thing works. i mean it's certainly confirming that i am in the age range of romantic crushes and that i am 100% aroace but it's hard to deal with other people's messes

does anybody remember the fitnessgram pacer test??

I'm starting a degree in digital animation on monday! I'm very excited!!

Comic Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaans

i started re-watching good omens today and my parents saw me watching it and their first thought was "why is adam and eve black?"

like how do i answer that f*cking question

i tried to tell them that it doesn't f*cking matter what coor skin they have but my parents went on about how the bible depicts them as white

like gurl they only show up for one scene i dont get ur deal

it's just adam and eve bro

whats even funnier is immediately after that they saw aziraphale and crowley and were like "see? they're white." and i think my brain basically reacted like "💀"

what the fuck dawg lemme enjoy my gay celestial being show in peace like i have the first 8 times

i want to own a banjo.

not to play it, but just to have it. just kinda let it hang there 

idk this popped in ma head after watching someone play the banjo of "the lick" SOOOOO 

BANJO TIIIIME

im currently at this volunteer meeting thing i saw one of the ppl from school on there

she works for the volunteer companies :/

Ha! When the doubt starts creeping in...    am I aroace? Is it in my head? Are my parents right? Am I too young and stupid to know? I don't think it's in my head? Is it? Whatever, I'm too tired to dwell on it right now

Have a great day guys 

Ha! When the doubt starts creeping in...    am I aroace? Is it in my head? Are my parents right? Am I too young and stupid to know? I don't think it's in my head? Is it? Whatever, I'm too tired to dwell on it right now

Have a great day guys 

I'm back from the place where romance is always in the air.

no sign of anything yet, so either I have asymptomatic romance or i've not caught anything.

on holiday, visiting a local museum and apparently where I am 'romance is in the air all year round'.

lets hope I don't catch anything

Hang on, Joe Biden be visiting a town that’s like in the backwaters of md, like huh??

ok, that’s cool. Imma see if I can get a selfie w/ him. Wish me luck.

Hang on, Joe Biden be visiting a town that’s like in the backwaters of md, like huh??

ok, that’s cool. Imma see if I can get a selfie w/ him. Wish me luck.

Hang on, Joe Biden be visiting a town that’s like in the backwaters of md, like huh??

ok, that’s cool. Imma see if I can get a selfie w/ him. Wish me luck.

Hang on, Joe Biden be visiting a town that’s like in the backwaters of md, like huh??

ok, that’s cool. Imma see if I can get a selfie w/ him. Wish me luck.

just went online with a math tutor i found on tvomathify bt ngl he sounded so tired

like-

idk how to word it but he just-

sounded so exhausted and i didn't know whether i should've mentioned it or not so i didn't

but he sounded very done

but then again it's 8pm est and he's most likely been working since opening time (3pm) so he's been doing math for 5 hours straight

and will continue to till 9pm

but then again mathify isnt too active rn so maybe that;s good?

but his voice pained me to listen to

if i actually knew the mf behind the screen i'd have piped up ages ago

i just feel so bad for him

been seeing a lot of people from AVEN

makes it easier to settle in i suppose lol

the boys in my classes are calling lil nas x hot

A straight girl in my previous class just asked my sexuality, and I told her “AroAce,” she then continued to ask me a ton of kinda hurtful questions like “oh, so your going to die alone?” “you don’t want to get pregnant?” “so you wont have a wedding?” “that’s so sad and lonely,” etc. I hate having to come out to someone when they do this. Like, I encourage respectful questions, but what she did is why I am internally arophobic towards  myself. Luckily I have good friends, and when she walked away my friends agreed that she was unintentionally rude. :/

i start school in like 1 1/2 days I'm anxious. aHhHHhhhhhHHhHhH!!!!!!

In English, we were reading a short story about a kid who had a crush on someone in their class, and then our teacher made us go around the room and say who the first person we had a crush on was.

And I was just there having a panic attack.

In English, we were reading a short story about a kid who had a crush on someone in their class, and then our teacher made us go around the room and say who the first person we had a crush on was.

And I was just there having a panic attack.

66 posts. I know what I have to do