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you know what sucks?

culture shock, mainly the romance kind

i met up with a few old friends i havent seen irl since the pandemic (for reference they're mostly 1yr older than me, or the same age as me. one of them is 1yr younger than me tho)

most times i'd overhear them going "i want a bf" or like "i just left a toxic relationship" or smth and im kinda like "ok" in my head but i cant rlly find common ground with them

one of them (younger one) said "i want to get a bf in highschool"

like girls i get ur point u can stop being allosexual now 

at least one of the friends (i'll call A) didn't rlly participate bc she's a lesbian/bisexual so we kinda talked about AJR and animation and now that's what i can relate to a lil bit

when all of them weren't talking about partners and potential dates n stuff, we were cool. talked about manga and learned that "adult" manga exists. it's basically nudity but someone had the balls to draw uncensored boobs and super sexualized situations.

we watched a Studio Ghibli movie (howl's moving castle) bc A was particularly "offended" that i haven't watched it yet

the animation is truly *chef's kiss* and i loved it (WHY DO THE SHEEP LOOK LIKE BALLS OF WHITE IT'S SO CUTE)

but still, feeling all the fucking culture shock kinda just made me realize im prolly gonna be hanging around ppl who want bfs/gfs/partners more than they do an actual platonic friend i bet

as certain cartoon caracters would say I guess this is my life now.

tho im not too sure how to deal with the fact that im 15, have 0 interest in gaining a bf or gf (i want friends the most), and cannot relate to the "i want [romantic thing here]" sentiments

i juts found some weird ass package that says that covid vaccines are the mark of the devil?

smth bout 666??

weird bullshit

even the whole "vaccines cause autism" argument makes more sense than this (not sayin they do, im just comparing)

???

Fellow AVEN refugees:  I'm now moderator of Philosophy, Politics and Science. Don't know how much I can improve the culture of that site, but I'll do my best.

Some stuff I drew today... (Yes, I spent an entire day drawing Twilight Sparkle. No, I do not have any regrets.)

Just joined from AVEN using pretty much the same account details. Gotta say, I definitely prefer the green and white aesthetic of this site (I may be biased because green is my favourite colour)

(warning for huge caps and amphibia All In spoilers)

amphibia made me cry

i was in tears

ANDRIAS REDEMPTION ARC IS FUCKING SAD

THE LOOK ON HIS FACE-

DUDE LITERALLY BROKE DOWN I N T E A R S WHEN HE SAW THE LETTER FROM LEAF

LEAF IS A F U C K I N G  P L A N T A R

HOW DO I GET OVER THIS

I WASN'T EXPECTING ANDRIAS TO CRY

EVER

BRO FUCKING SACRIFICED HIMSELF BECAUSE HE KNOWS HE FUCKED UP AND THAT HE'S BEEN CLOSING HIMSELF OFF--

HE DIED

AND EVERYONE IS HAPPY?!?!?!?!

HOW?!?!?!?!

HE DID A HEROIC THING AND NO ONE CARES-

ofc no one cares

it's always the good guys who we should care about, right?!??!

rIgHt????

well fuck me sideways i wish andrias didn't fucking die

(warning for huge caps and amphibia All In spoilers)

amphibia made me cry

i was in tears

ANDRIAS REDEMPTION ARC IS FUCKING SAD

THE LOOK ON HIS FACE-

DUDE LITERALLY BROKE DOWN I N T E A R S WHEN HE SAW THE LETTER FROM LEAF

LEAF IS A F U C K I N G  P L A N T A R

HOW DO I GET OVER THIS

I WASN'T EXPECTING ANDRIAS TO CRY

EVER

BRO FUCKING SACRIFICED HIMSELF BECAUSE HE KNOWS HE FUCKED UP AND THAT HE'S BEEN CLOSING HIMSELF OFF--

HE DIED

AND EVERYONE IS HAPPY?!?!?!?!

HOW?!?!?!?!

HE DID A HEROIC THING AND NO ONE CARES-

ofc no one cares

it's always the good guys who we should care about, right?!??!

rIgHt????

well fuck me sideways i wish andrias didn't fucking die

I remember I was once really proud when I figured out how many songs were about romance, but... looking back it was really obvious and my aro brain was just being super oblivious :/

why is it that the one time i post the fact that i find sex very unappealing on r/teenagers, i get bombed with downvotes (which i dont rlly give a shit about) and comments like "lost cause"

i rlly dont get it

i mean they dont hurt that bad but it's sad how ppl think that even if i dont understand why

Tell me some of y'all have watched Moon Knight

i watched Turning Red today and it was hella cool

i did not know there was so much red panda lore oml

but hey, it was great and it touched me in a lot of places

especially the whole "constant perfect scholar" thing

i also have the habit of hiding any tests and stuff below 90 in my locker n stuff!

and the whole "being perfect" thing almost touched me in a way

anyways

so i have disney + now-

apparently my dad's rogers acc has 6 months free and my dad was like "ok, let's do it" and YAS i have disney + now

i looked up the owl house and it only has s1 :/

so lame

i thought they'd have up to Season 2A man at least

am very disapointed bc i wanted to bing sum owl house

s1 is lame in terms of real plot going

s2a is kind there

idk

what a let down tbh

and im from canada so it's not like it was censored or sum sh*t idk that was a lletdown

im curious about that show called...uh moonlight or something where the MC is some normal dude who turns into an assassin sometimes so :)

dude has DID but only 1 other person to switch from, I assumed there'd be more since systems don't rlly usually come in pairs (i think, at least from what i've seen)

ye so D+ was the best thing that ever happened

Jaiden Animations has a video on being aroace! It's really nice to see another aroace person talk about their experiences, kinda makes me feel less alone. 

Also literally everything she's saying is so relatable-

I made a one piece painting

It's currently a WIP

one of my friends, he's bi, and we were talking about lgbt terms and stuff and he goes, "Yeah I don't really understand they/them and I'd never, i mean NEVER call someone zie/zyr" and I was just like, wow thanks man not gonna tell you i use they/zie/zyr.

Um, what the holy f*ck?

(for reference I'm OP)

Piling all my statuses in here so that i dont fill up the status updates space:

ironically enough listening to "we are number one" while working a on a book report about death

Piling all my statuses in here so that i dont fill up the status updates space:

ironically enough listening to "we are number one" while working a on a book report about death

Piling all my statuses in here so that i dont fill up the status updates space:

ironically enough listening to "we are number one" while working a on a book report about death

Piling all my statuses in here so that i dont fill up the status updates space:

ironically enough listening to "we are number one" while working a on a book report about death

Piling all my statuses in here so that i dont fill up the status updates space:

ironically enough listening to "we are number one" while working a on a book report about death

Piling all my statuses in here so that i dont fill up the status updates space:

ironically enough listening to "we are number one" while working a on a book report about death

Piling all my statuses in here so that i dont fill up the status updates space:

ironically enough listening to "we are number one" while working a on a book report about death

Piling all my statuses in here so that i dont fill up the status updates space:

ironically enough listening to "we are number one" while working a on a book report about death

the feeling when you realized why you didnt come here a lot: there's barely a soul online and 98% of ppl are guests

the feeling when you realized why you didnt come here a lot: there's barely a soul online and 98% of ppl are guests