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@Dodgypotato's new profile pic is my reaction to leaving the EU

Finding Dory will be out in the UK on 29th July... WHY THE HELL IS IT COMING OUT SO LATE COMPARED TO EVERY WHERE ELSE? I'm gonna go to Canada where it's out now for 3 weeks and it'll still not be out in the UK when I return!

I just took a shower in a thunderstorm, is that safe?

Remind me to never make a thread that isn't in the arcade

At one point I got so fed up and decided to tell her that the two incidents she talked about went fine and she was in the wrong because I'm not gonna talk about school stuff out of school. Also the last time she talked to me about social interactions I humiliated her on Christmas Day by assuming she was going to humiliate me; I don't regret that.

So my mum came into my room 45 minutes ago to talk about how I interact with my peers out of school when she's looking. Now I do enough chatting in school and I'm happy with that and my mum also referenced a while ago when she met another mum on parents evening and I didn't say that much to my friend.

I did it guys, I put an obscure reference as my gender!

I have reclaimed the arcade, I'm king of the arcade, I'm getting my mail forwarded to the arcade

Come to chat for cards against humanity 

This year my headteacher made it non-school-uniform during study leave for my exams so from tomorrow onwards I won't wear school uniform which will be... interesting (this is a big deal for the UK) here's my plan:

Monday: dark green

Tuesday: light green

Wednesday: white

Thursday: grey

Friday: black

My GCSEs start on Tuesday so... I dunno has my revision been enough or what?

Today I officially began avoiding some people on the grounds that I can't keep putting on a front around them and I've stopped feeling fine when wearing a mask of cringey puns and caring about nothing. I don't want to drag myself down.

Is a new profile pic worth mentioning in a status update?

I ran a lot for a complex film tracking shot then had to run to the city centre straight after to do a concert and the weather became super hot in the space of last week!

I love bank holidays because Sunday wasn't 'oh I need to do everything before tomorrow' and there's now a 4 day week

Yesterday an attempt to cheer someone up backfired and we both moved after acknowledging the misunderstanding. Today I have been unable to stop thinking about it or tell myself it's not my fault even though I know it isn't my fault and this is the only place where I can post that without anyone I know IRL reading it. WHY IS IT SO F***ING HARD FOR ME TO ACCEPT MY MISTAKES?

Maybe it's my Asperger's, maybe because I try not to treat people with mental health issues differently, but should I?

The talk went well, everyone learned something and maybe down the line, I've saved someone the trouble of thinking that sexuality and romanticism should match up perfectly.

I clapped thrice whilst riding my bike home and also thanks to everyone who gave me things to talk about in my LGBT club tomorrow, soon you'll know how it went

A friend of mine got isolation until the 20th May (a whole month) for dying her hair rainbow coloured!

Also where I am it's nearly 2016/4/20 4:20pm

Some people I love made a new series of podcasts and I have 4 unlistenned to so I'm very happy!

I guy I dislike asked me if I was bi outside of the PE changing rooms. I said no. He then asked me if I was straight. I said no. He then asked if I was gay. I said no as I was walking away. That's what you get for dragging me across the floor in Drama in 2012 

I'm just kind of thinking about how mental condition has affected me and things I do everyday because of it that would seem strange to others. It's something from birth that is only diagnosed once as permanent so like being Aromantic, I don't know what it feels like outside of it. I've often dismissed my problems and doubts because someone else who I know has it worse and I'm doing it now because I know what I need to do to fit in, and just do that.

Also I'm very academically focused because of it so I don't need as much support when I have a clear goal and don't stress out too much because I'm good at seeing the bigger picture. It's not a curable handicap or even baggage I drag around, it's just me.

The worry here is fitting into the adult world. I couldn't do anything retail and really I don't want any job that comes before university because they're not demanding thought and visualisation and solving problems which is my greatest asset. I don't even know why I'm suddenly thinking about this now and why I don't think about it more. And now I don't know how to end this.

I have a piano assessment on Monday for GCSE Music and I was able to play the pieces well for my piano tutor today (I play great when alone but always mess up when she listens) and if I just know and appreciate that I can do fine then I will.

Ironically my solo piece is from the romantic era (there's also a baroque one where I accompany flute). But Monday is ages away and I should worry about my computing class being 95% lazy smegs.

Don't wish me luck, wish me effort and confidence (or don't, I'm the only one I rely on and that's how it should be)!

Today I learned that the French word for fortnight literally translates to 'roughly fifteen' which is not wrong. A fortnight is 15 days +/-1

I fell asleep at 8:30, woke up at 1:30 and now it's nearly 4:00, I want to get 2 hours in before 6:00 but don't know if I can

Fun fact: there's lots of evidence supporting the theory that as recent as the Middle Ages and all before that, people would have 2 4-hour sleeps and walk around at night between them for about 3 hours (7-11 sleep, 11-2 wake, 2-6 sleep)