Tinkere Posted September 5, 2022 Share Posted September 5, 2022 there’s this girl that i really like a lot, i’m pretty sure i have a squish on but i’m not completely sure if it might be a crush i’ve known of her since last year from school. basically i heard a few things about how she was really smart, which drew me into wanting to befriend her. (i don’t know why, intelligence REALLY attracts me) we didn’t have any classes together, so i decided to try and talk to her at lunch. for a few weeks i tried sitting at her table and becoming friends with her, but we didn’t really hit it off so i gave up. this year, we have P.E. and english together, so i’ve been trying really hard to befriend her. i just admire her so much… i admire her intelligence, i admire her talents and skills in all sorts of things. she knows i exist and we talk sometimes, but we’re not super close. i just really really want to get closer and get to know her better. i get jealous when i see her talking to her other friends because i’m scared then she wouldn’t notice me. i don’t think i would want to date her at all, i just want her to notice im special, intelligent, and capable. i want to be an important person in her life… i just want to be around her all the time and learn about her i get nervous and jittery sometimes when i talk to her , which is typical “crushing behavior”, right ? but i don’t really want to date her or do anything sexual with her looks aren’t even in the equation here; she’s not the most conventionally attractive person, but that’s literally the last thing i’m worried about. like, i see her change in the locker room every day and that doesn’t really turn me on at all. we’ve both established to each other that we’re aroace (she is as well) , but i just don’t know what i’m feeling… i think it’s a squish, but i just like her so so much that i’m not really sure anymore… opinions? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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