Guest C.C. Posted July 22, 2022 Share Posted July 22, 2022 So I’m 14 and a cis boy and a “late bloomer” I’ve recently started growing and i could tell something was missing in the puzzle of growing. Like my sexuality puzzle piece was lost so god just put another piece there (if that analogy makes sense) I hear discussions about how hot this one celebrity is and I guess i see why she would be hot but apparently there’s supposed to be something other than “wow, she’s got admirable features”. I don’t know anymore. I typically find girls prettier than guys and I’ll be “crushing” on certain girls (and sometimes guys) but whenever I actually think about if I wanna date them I’m like: “I guess it would be fun to hang out with someone and get to enjoy food with them and play video games, but I can’t see myself holding their hand or kissing etc.” the thought of touching someone disgusts me. I’ve noticed that besides looks, I see almost everyone the same way I see my parents. I can find a girl really pretty but if she offered anything more than to start a Minecraft world together or draw I’d say no and kinda cringe. Marriage seems like a nightmare to me. All of these things I tell my parents and they just seem to roll their eyes and tell me that “I’m too young” and “I’m just straight” being called straight hurts for me because that would imply that I wanna get married and have kids and all that junk. All I actually wanna do is travel the world in an awesome van with a few cats and online friends. Am I “too young” to know. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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