YokaiDisarray

Ohhh I've never really had any QP ships before now. 100% QP ship Claude and Hilda from 3H too, I love them so much. I think Reimu and Marisa from touhou as well I think.

to most people it sounds flirtatious even though thats not my intention in the slightest. The amount of times I've been like "oh my god I love you so much" to friends and then immediately having to specify that im not attracted to them on any level. It is. Very annoying. Happens with compliments too. I want to tell this guy I seen on occasion that I admire him a shit ton and want to know him better but the sheer amount of times I've done that/similar things to other people and 100% of the time they think I am flirting is. A lot. Allos stop making this difficult I just want to be friendly damnit </3

Rough

sleepy

Saw someone call it an elaborate trolling thing in the same line as the whole "attack helicopter" joke. I believe this is the case tbh

Fallout new vegas. Its become one of my favorite games of all time

I love my friends an unbelievable amount and I like to think I can sincerely express it easier than non aros in a way. Theres not really pressure to be like "oh I have to pursue this person romantically now and we have to go through the effort of being romantically involved" like I can just Love my friends with all my heart and hopefully become a better friend because of that. Also I don't have to go through the nightmare of flirting and asking people out which is a major plus lol.

The 10% of me that experiences attraction likes men, as for the other details its happen so little that I don't really know. I'm assuming I'd like guys who are also nerdy as all hell as I am, smart, glasses, and are generally kind. Aesthetically I like really regal looking clothes so perhaps put a dash of that in there.

A ""crush"" I have on a friend. I was like, "Well I wanna know him better and I love his voice and he looks cute I guess??? He looks soft and huggable and hes interesting and I like being around him. This feeling must be romantic attraction right???" It wasn't. I just wanted to be his best friend lmao. Had to ask friends about what romantic attraction felt like ""to be sure"" and then I very quickly realized that no. That was certainly not a thing I felt, and if I ever did it was once or twice in my entire life. Had to ask if having the good ole random thought of "What if I DID kiss him tho? Eh? I mean? I don't really care? I think it'd feel a bit odd. Anyways moving on," was romantic attraction and I realized that no. That's not what romantic attraction is either. Allos don't hyper analyze someone like they're under a microscope in order to determine their thoughts on them apparently. Felt like the living embodiment of the "is mayonnaise an instrument?" bit from Spongebob since I kept being like "Is this romantic attraction?" lmao

Slooooowly realized I was aromantic asexual after realizing that a ""crush"" i have wasn't really (probably not at least) romantic in the slightest. After asking some friends on what they thought, I randomly asked what romantic and sexual attraction felt like and I was absolutely shocked to the point where I had to seriously ask if they were fucking with me. I hadn't really felt anything remotely like what they said except maybe once or twice in my entire life, and this whole time I thought everyone was like me and was just exaggerating. They weren't apparently! Literally realized this a couple days ago, still in that hazy "wtf wtf wtf this is REAL??? am i sure this is real????" stage of acceptance. I guess I'd be considered gray aroace since I might've felt both once or twice??? I moreso identify with plain ole aroace just because I just vibe with that label more. Anyways nice to meet y'all im a 19 year old artist gyhujnbgvyhujhgy