PizzaSauceShoes Posted May 29, 2018 Share Posted May 29, 2018 So about two years ago I meet this kid from my new school and we became best friends instantly. For about a year we were just really close friends, neither of us had romantic feelings for each other (mainly because we were both Aromantic). The longer we knew each other the more we realized how much we loved each other, for me it was just platonic feelings and for him, well idk. Eventually, I asked him if we were QPP since we always acted like it. At the time I was really happy to have a partner, especially one who was my best friend. But eventually, those feelings stopped. I really, really wanted to date someone. Not necessarily him, because I still viewed him as a friend, but I definitely wanted to have a Boyfriend/romantic partner. We slowly started making our QPR into a romantic one. At first, I loved going on dates, holding hands, cuddling, and yeah sometimes kissing, but after a few weeks, it all started to feel wrong. Anything related to being romantic with him felt weird or wrong because after all, he was my QPP, not my boyfriend. I told him that I didn't like PDA, but that wasn't the whole truth. I feel heartbroken because I really wanted to date him, or even just be in a QPR but my feelings just disappeared after any relationship starts. I'm worried about losing him as my best friend because of my stupid head not being able to love him in romantic (or deep platonic) ways. I don't know how to tell him, because only a few weeks ago I really liked him. And it just feels horrible because sometimes I totally want to be like that with him, but then when I think about it or whenever either of us mention that we are romantic it makes me feel gross. Any tips? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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