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(Tw: sexual content) Hi, im on one of my monthly identity crisis. I would actually like some input if thats alright. So I've been questioning if I like girls. Like if I want to date them. I dont fantasize about dating them or anything. I just think that if i had to choose to date guys or girls i would choose girls. I've always been more comfortable and have strong bonds with girls. And to be honest, they look nicer than guys. Body wise. Im not sure if that counts as sexual attraction?? I will share a dream I once had, maybe it would help? So I had a dream one night where I was extremely sexually attracted to a girl and in that dream we had sexual intercourse. Whoa right? But it didn't feel like a wet dream. When i woke up I was confused, I didn't really feel anything actually. Did I want it to happen again? Not really. Was I aroused? When I woke up I clearly wasn't. So I'm so confused. Going back to romantically, I imagined myself "dating" a girl and all I could think about was hanging out, holding hands, and having a strong bond which does feel nice. But no kissing though. And no sex aswell. And i keep thinking, isn't that just being friends? What do you guys think?

Does anyone else get super insecure when you watch a movie abt a girl who doesn't want to date or a man but ends up getting getting married or find "the one" . Some movies come to mind which are Little Women and The Help. And especially when one of the reasons they find love was because of their dislike or inexperience (like it appeals to the guy like "whoa you've never dated?" ) These tropes make me second guess myself sometimes like what if I just need to change my perspective? Or bla bla bla more aphobic thoughts yk I watched these movies so happy with the character but then when they are given a love interest (not to mention a bad one) it just gets more eh for me :( i get kinda disappointed.

I just finished the movie, she was definitely aspec coded to me

So I'm currently on chapter 12 on the book Aces Wild by Amanda Dewitt. Since I haven't really heard the communities voice on this book I just wanted to hear opinion to the ppl who HAVE read it. This book mostly covers asexuality but there is a character (Gabe) who is both aromantic and asexual.