EGGHEAD

welcome comrade

ugh

okay yeah apparently it could go from wednesday to saturday so that'll be fun

i was not aware of that but thanks for the heads-up

one of the symbols i connect to myself is this combination question mark/exclamation point (i suppose it's kind of like my logo). i find i have a sort of a duality, idk i used it in this so i thought to just cut that part out and screw around with colors and effects (here's the full version of my pfp, for reference- though i like it better with the lower resolution for some reason):

yeah i got a full snow day today

"cool"

orange

tbh that sounds like a thing i would do i can be very oblivious

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okay this is actually something useful for me to consider i think it depends on the individual, though i find that definition (one which i don't entirely agree with) more in the asexual community i suppose that platonic attraction doesn't necessarily have to do with having squishes, idk probably just means that relationships aren't always necessarily a no-go i mean it's probably the same. depends on interpretation, i guess

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actually i think i'm probably panaspec

i don't know i haven't gone to one in a while

looked it up because confusion omniaspec means all attractions are a-spec (hence the use of omni-), though not strictly 100% anattractional for every type panaspec means that no attraction is felt at all

or wait is it

omniaspec here which is the same thing

yeah if youre bad at it sure uh welcome lol

i'm omniaspec and very much fine with being alone (for the most part; i can get quite lonely sometimes, usually when i'm around people) i'm intensely apathetic towards almost anything other than physical affection and friendships because of that i assumed that i would just get married like in tv shows where i'd have the writers give me someone to marry or something lmao i've never faked crushes i just didn't care enough to feel like there was anything particularly wrong with me, though that mostly came from a lot of trying to repress my desperation and generally miserable attitude. tried to convince myself that there was something wrong with everyone else (in more ways than just that) instead i don't mind romance in media as long as it isn't pointless or too run-of-the-mill (i quite like bad or toxic relationships since i just don't see stuff like that much. maybe i'm just jaded who knows) i have issues socially due to ADHD-related things as well as past bullying and bad experiences there's always some doubt about everything; stuff that makes me question whether i'm quite as aroace as i say i am i've known about asexuality since 11/12 (which at the time automatically came packaged with aromanticism), i'd just been questioning for 4/5 years since then i'm quite tired so this might not all be on-topic

my parents do the same thing when i snap over something small

nor do i

welcome friend yeah it sucks how being single has just become this undesirable thing for whatever reason

wtf's an aesthetic

hi

i want some aro stuff maybe aroace too idk