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This one's another good aro/apothiro/antiro song

A great introvert/loner/recluse's anthem.

One more. Heating it again made me realize it's an apothiromantic/antiromantic song. NIKI's Warpaint

Selena Gomez's Same Old Love Joji's Test Drive and No Fun Lady Gaga's Alejandro Beyoncé's Sorry Bryan Adams' Love Is Hell Puddle of Mudd's She Hates Me AlunaGeorge's Attracting Flies

I'd rather hopefully win the current record-breaking lottery jackpot and use the winnings to: pay all my debts to my parents pay-off all of my family's loans and debts get my mother her dream car purchase the vacant lot next to our house renovate/remodel/repair the current house and expand and paint it using the purchased lot make an office for the family business invest in a food-based franchise(s) donate to our charities of choice get back to that weight-loss program that I abruptly stopped more than 4 years ago get a gym and yoga membership go back to therapy have me and everyone in my family get a general check-up fix and upgrade my grandparents' house (as promised to my late grandfather) have a new PC build that's up-to-date with the current hardwares in the market travel to Japan, Singapore, South Korea, Norway, Italy, France, Canada and Hong Kong as a family or alone watch my/our very first live Singapore Grand Prix (even better if it's in the Paddock Club) and split the remaining money equally with my family and put it in our respective savings than get married.

New discoveries/realizations! I know I said the last time that it'll be the last, but the songs/memories/realizations keep on coming. The Lonely Island's Hugs (feat. Pharrell Williams) TLC's No Scrubs and Dear Lie

You still can. I'm also the type that's open to the consideration of having a family of my own in the future, but in a non-traditional and social-normative/amatonormative way. Maybe as civil/domestic partners than a legally and/or religiously-recognized marriage. A 'husband' is also considered in the equation, but seen more as a platonic companionate life partner that I have carefully and properly discussed, planned and consented with to raise/co-parent a child or children together in one roof without the romance and sex (especially if the guy could be really hesitant because of the whole sexless and romanceless marriage/partnership and family dynamic).

Okay. Three last songs. Assuming these can be aro (and ace)-themed based on the lyrics: Joji's Slow Dancing In the Dark Tina Turner's What's Love Got to Do With It? Good Charlotte's I Don't Wanna Be In Love (Dance Floor Anthem)

What you said is true. I went through a catfish/loss of trust/trauma/privacy-invasion/heartbreak years ago that triggered my repulsion, cynicism, anger and judgement against romance. Post Malone's Over Now is so harsh and angry it speaks to me. Anything with a 'heartbreak-ish' theme speaks romance repulsion in my mind. It's like telling others that there's no such thing as a perfect romance/relationship/love, it's not a severe necessity/importance, counts as a word/tale of caution/warning and everything is just an unwanted public scandal waiting to happen. Those songs I've listed are the kind that makes me sing out loud to shut out the amatonormativity and societal/media/social/cultural influence of romance all around me.