Well there's this well of self pity:
Sunday 1st November 2015 (the night after Halloween)
A dream that seemed to last for very long which began with an old bus in a small park with people in it who I recognise. It was then followed by me going to school and having visions during frequent losses of consciousness and physic abilities whilst being strangely drawn to certain rooms. Then I was back at the bus but instead of walking, I took a magical train through an animated CGI rainbow world and when I got to school, it took a while to realise it was 6:30 in the evening, to which a caretaker told me I was going through grief, which I was. I know it continued after that but I can't remember any more.
There was a party to which I wasn't invited and it seemed to play off of that, grief must be an emotion or mindset leaving me forever and psychic abilities maybe are a quest for something but I don't know what.
Here's a recurring dream I would get when I was aged 11 & 12:
I'm going into the canteen to buy food but take 15 minutes to choose, time flies by as I look around and suddenly I'm all alone choosing food. In some occurrences groups of people rush past me but I don't move forward and the eating area is deserted when I get there. Also, it may become night time towards the end.