Louis On Air
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A friend of mine got isolation until the 20th May (a whole month) for dying her hair rainbow coloured!
Also where I am it's nearly 2016/4/20 4:20pm
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I fell asleep at 8:30, woke up at 1:30 and now it's nearly 4:00, I want to get 2 hours in before 6:00 but don't know if I can
Fun fact: there's lots of evidence supporting the theory that as recent as the Middle Ages and all before that, people would have 2 4-hour sleeps and walk around at night between them for about 3 hours (7-11 sleep, 11-2 wake, 2-6 sleep)
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I have a piano assessment on Monday for GCSE Music and I was able to play the pieces well for my piano tutor today (I play great when alone but always mess up when she listens) and if I just know and appreciate that I can do fine then I will.
Ironically my solo piece is from the romantic era (there's also a baroque one where I accompany flute). But Monday is ages away and I should worry about my computing class being 95% lazy smegs.
Don't wish me luck, wish me effort and confidence (or don't, I'm the only one I rely on and that's how it should be)!
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I'm just kind of thinking about how mental condition has affected me and things I do everyday because of it that would seem strange to others. It's something from birth that is only diagnosed once as permanent so like being Aromantic, I don't know what it feels like outside of it. I've often dismissed my problems and doubts because someone else who I know has it worse and I'm doing it now because I know what I need to do to fit in, and just do that.
Also I'm very academically focused because of it so I don't need as much support when I have a clear goal and don't stress out too much because I'm good at seeing the bigger picture. It's not a curable handicap or even baggage I drag around, it's just me.
The worry here is fitting into the adult world. I couldn't do anything retail and really I don't want any job that comes before university because they're not demanding thought and visualisation and solving problems which is my greatest asset. I don't even know why I'm suddenly thinking about this now and why I don't think about it more. And now I don't know how to end this.
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I'm looking for a good laptop:
Under £400
8GB Memory
1TB Storage
Intel i3 or i5 processor
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Meet her, meet him.
That's her thing, that's his thing.
That's hers, that's his.
English is very slightly wrong.
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My favourite TV shows:
Favourite: Black Mirror
Comedy: Peep Show
Drama: Fargo
Factual: Travel Man; 48 hours in...
Review: Screen Wipe/Weekly Wipe
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Test, please reply once
(I wrote a long thing and I don't think it posted)
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@Louis Hypo Oh no. Did your parents not care, or dismiss your asexuality?
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They didn't deny it but seemed reluctant to say the word 'asexual' and very much suggested it was a phase by using the word 'fluid' against me. When I think about that day I always first think about the noodle restaurant I ate at first. 2 days on and nothing would be different if I didn't do it. So yeah, in my 'successful coming out criteria' it didn't tick the "appreciate significance" box which is one of the easiest parts of my tick list.
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This year my headteacher made it non-school-uniform during study leave for my exams so from tomorrow onwards I won't wear school uniform which will be... interesting (this is a big deal for the UK) here's my plan:
Monday: dark green
Tuesday: light green
Wednesday: white
Thursday: grey
Friday: black
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Thursday: a successful results day
Friday: featured in the newspaper
Saturday: bumped into a good friend and had a nice chat plus my new laptop arrived
Sunday: my sister made a practise cake for my birthday party
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Today: meeting my best friend after two months apart
This week: preparing for my first birthday party in six years and by far my biggest
Everything's coming up roses, but for how long?
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Yesterday an attempt to cheer someone up backfired and we both moved after acknowledging the misunderstanding. Today I have been unable to stop thinking about it or tell myself it's not my fault even though I know it isn't my fault and this is the only place where I can post that without anyone I know IRL reading it. WHY IS IT SO F***ING HARD FOR ME TO ACCEPT MY MISTAKES?
Maybe it's my Asperger's, maybe because I try not to treat people with mental health issues differently, but should I?
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@Dodgypotato's new profile pic is my reaction to leaving the EU
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So on wednesday I made brief eye contact with the person who bullied and mentally broke me six years ago. Funny thing is the Ironside theme started playing in my head as if I was the Bride and had just found another member of the deadly viper assassination squad.
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6 months ago yesterday arocalypse began... well done everyone and here's to at least 8 more half years!
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At one point I got so fed up and decided to tell her that the two incidents she talked about went fine and she was in the wrong because I'm not gonna talk about school stuff out of school. Also the last time she talked to me about social interactions I humiliated her on Christmas Day by assuming she was going to humiliate me; I don't regret that.
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Before I go on holiday I have one thing to say: Christmas day will be the one day of the year my dad gets drunk and it will be one day too many.
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Finding Dory will be out in the UK on 29th July... WHY THE HELL IS IT COMING OUT SO LATE COMPARED TO EVERY WHERE ELSE? I'm gonna go to Canada where it's out now for 3 weeks and it'll still not be out in the UK when I return!
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Happy birthday arocalypse.
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Hugh Mungus
You should get off the internet as a start...
