I think I'm repulsed by my own romantic feelings

[deep_inlove]

it's so weird because I thought my repulsion came from others people romantic feelings towards me, but I think I do experience a little bit of romantic attraction and it makes me sick because this person doesn't like me that way anymore but since I still have feelings, I kinda feel repulsed doing things with this person that I normally do with my other friends like hold hands and hug and I hate feeling like this because they're such a good friend and I don't wanna ruin what we have but I really can't help it.

help has anyone felt like this towards their own feelings? like you wanna do it so bad but it also makes you sick

[S-Hawk]

i havent but i get what you feel. you cant control who youre attracted to which sucks ass

[Holmbo]

Maybe you need some distance to your friend until it passes

[deep_inlove]

15 hours ago, Holmbo said:

Maybe you need some distance to your friend until it passes

I wish it was that easy but we live 1000km away from each and we don't even speak all that much 

[Holmbo]

12 hours ago, deep_inlove said:

I wish it was that easy but we live 1000km away from each and we don't even speak all that much 

Why is hugging or holding hands a concern then?

[that halo nerd]

I kinda fell this way about my sexual fellings 

[deep_inlove]

11 hours ago, Holmbo said:

Why is hugging or holding hands a concern then?

oh because we see each other at least twice a year for several days 

[Holmbo]

42 minutes ago, deep_inlove said:

oh because we see each other at least twice a year for several days 

Maybe you shouldn't then