bonesaw

Heya! I'm not sure if anyone else has asked this before or even have experienced this, but I gotta know anyways. The reason why I said that I have had crushes is because i felt the typical "stuff" when I was younger, like, waayyy younger. "Blushing, averting my eyes from my person of interest, constantly thinking about them, etc. etc." But for a long while now, I stopped feeling those things. I thought it was because of the pandemic and that I barely had the time to interact with anyone outside, but when I had that chance, still no dice. Last year, I suppose I had a crush? Or at least, someone I thought was cool. I thought "Oh hey, I probably have a crush on her." like the many, many times before. But I didn't feel my face heat up, nor was I giddy and stuff which was odd. That girl was literally the near-perfect candidate for what I want in a person. Yet when I am faced by her, I barely felt a thing. I still don't know what's going on, or if I even count as aro due to these experiences. But regardless, thanks for hearing me out!