🤣 I relate to this feeling a lot. I'm super hyped about getting a new pc because I'm gonna customise the heck out of it, but we're not getting one for a good while now so the excitement is just brewing in the back of my mind lol.
I always seem to find myself in these situations where I'm trying to play video games at 3am, but my mother will not stop checking on me to see if I'm asleep.
(you don't know how scary this is until you have actually tried sneaking stuff under the nose of strict parents)