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Chaotic 😈

Sure 

TPBM would ya like to make fnaf masks with me! Or whichever character mask you'd like!

False infinity can be counted somehow (yeah idk I tried it was hard)

Time goes by fast.

9 hours ago, hemogoblin said:

Is the pressure to have a crush coming from you or external forces or maybe a combo of both?

I'm glad you are feeling content, though. That's good! It's a difficult level of maturity to start growing from trying to be what others want you to be into accepting yourself for who you really are.

Yep. Probably both.

My gender is determined by what body I want to have. And that want is something that changes a lot. There are a few things that stay the same. Like wanting a flat chest and neutral voice, and not really feeling like anything in particular sometimes. Mostly in the agender range. There were male aligned genders too, but I'm facing the truth, and now know that I don't really feel much that's male aligned. And not really female range, either. However, I have experienced the want to identify as demigirl before, and sometimes demiboy. I thought it'd be neat. But the feelings aren't really present. I mostly stay in the agender/gender neutral range, since that seems to be me 100% of the time nowadays. And genderflor is the first genderfluid identity that I'm actually alright with identifying as. Like the bodies I've wanted in the past were sexless, neutral and masculine, neutral and feminine, something completely outside of masculine and feminine genders, masculine and feminine, even male. But I've learned that I don't want a male body, and definitely don't want a female or intersex one, since they don't go with my feelings. Rather just desires.

Idk if I’m really ace. I feel this weird feeling in my body when certain things happen and when I see certain things. But at the same time idk what sexual attraction feels like and dunno why people experience it.

"Guys I'm high on sugar 🤪🤪🤪"

I feel like I'm overthinking this.

I'm so happy for you!

No. When you touch water your wet, but it's not wet.

Math is easy.

No. Neither are good (imo).

They are here.

Why do I know I won't be attracted to anyone? I have been before. I always tell myself I won't be attracted to who I want to give a shot. And all times I'm right. I need to have a crush soon. It's just like me being a kid again. Constantly wanting to be in a relationship, solely because others are, and I don't want to feel like a misfit. Constantly feeling frustrated that I don't feel that way. I have before. So why can't i suddenly now? It's been months since the last person I've dated, and I think felt that way towards. Why does it take forever for a crush to develop? No matter how many new people I meet, I'm not romantically attracted to them at all. I don't get how people can be attracted to strangers, since I haven't been romantically attracted to a stranger once in my life. Only friends, and people with strong emotional bonds. Familiar people. And my crushes are, for the most part "spaced out." I mean there is always a distance, time-wards, in which I have my crushes. Mainly months apart, or something. Maybe sometimes even an entire school year with 1 or no crushes. As a kid, I used to feel like it took forever for me to develop a crush, and I was always envious of people who were dating. Because I wanted what they had, and I wanted to fit in. Nowadays I could care less about any of that, and am content with being single and not feeling romantically towards anyone. At least for now.

False

TPBM lives an interesting life.

Uh oh funkio.

Ginger ginger weasley weasley.

Sure! Sounds nice.

PBM, may I have cuddles? Cuddle session? /platonic

That all sounds very strange and not normal.

Everything I'd fine now. I'm home.

We are all locked in our classrooms..

Apparently someone has a gun and knife in their locker. We are in lockdown. The cops are here.

We have just been released.

On 10/9/2023 at 10:30 AM, BloodLust said:

Diagnose w/ ADHD, PTSD, dysthymia, and derealization. 

Nope, not ADHD. Diagnosed with OCD, and realized it wasn't ADHD.

For me, I'm Fictionkin, and the characters I kin are 100% non-human, so I think I felt parts of my robotic body.

Sometimes I swear I can feel parts of my old body from one of my past lives, when in a kinshift.

Are there any therians here? I need a little help.

So, the thing is I've actually wondered this before. I can't remember when this was, but I thought of one of the characters I kin. And suddenly i felt very deeply connected to an animal in a way I couldn't exactly understand, but I couldn't exactly recognize what animal it was. I wasn't sure exactly what it was that was happening to me. Sometimes I get these animalistic urges. I am capable of feeling like an animal.

I've seen the therian community and it's so welcoming and kind and gives me this sense of freedom.

I think if I am a few potential theriotypes might be wolf and raccoon, but I'm not sure.

I don't know if I experienced phantom limbs in the past, but I don't think I do now.

I don't know, this is all very vague, and I apologize for that.

I'm offended by this whole situation. (/joking)

Sure! Why not?

PBM, wanna listen to music with me until we both fall asleep? /platonic