Harvest-Unity

This girl won't stop trying to ship me and my friend.now she's daring him to kiss me I wanna cry I'm tired of this shit 

im currently at this volunteer meeting thing i saw one of the ppl from school on there

she works for the volunteer companies :/

it's the spooky month!!

Current new obsession is Arcane... Why did it take me so long to get around to watching this show it's so good ahsd;fkjasdf-

Current new obsession is Arcane... Why did it take me so long to get around to watching this show it's so good ahsd;fkjasdf-

Billy La Bufanda

that's it. that's all i have to say.

Anxiety.

This week is banned books week. It’s an event to bring awareness to banned/challenged books and people who are persecuted because of the things they read/write.

(As you may guess, lots of those books are queer.)

There’s lots of online information about it if anyone’s interested. Go read something :)

the boys in my classes are calling lil nas x hot

oh my gosh there are frogs on here now, i love this so much ha;sldkjfasdfadsf

(this probably happened a while ago and i'm just noticing now, but still)

i literally hate everyone at school!!!!!!!!im so f***ing mad!!!!!!i use the colors of the rainbow on something and all of a sudden they have to report it to my brother who then questions me about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i can't try and be myself without being reported and criticized!!!I will just go back to not talking to anyone!!!They all have to report to ask my brother "why was your sister drawing a gay flag" is a F***ING RAINBOW you idiot!!! i can't stand it there!!! i never wanna go back!!!

I just came out to my friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!she supports me and identifies as aro herself!!!I'm crying i'm so happy!!!!!😁😁

My sibling just came out to me as grey romantic, looks like it’s time for me to buy them a pride flag!

wait what

my science teacher has been summoned to fucking court? for jury duty?

wtf is jury duty?

according to my teacher, this summoning shit happens every 3 years once you reach 18?

and then he says he gets sleected to serve for this ""jury panel"" for a 3 week trial which is inconvenient as fuck

like ok, sorry but the way you're wording this shit makes it sound like a fucking cult

my parents have never had to do this in a million years (otherwise i would've known)

oml

is the summoning only for single people?

am i gonna be summoned??????!!!!!

nah but like this court thing is real (i looked it up)

https://www.justice.gc.ca/eng/csj-sjc/just/12.html

and now i have several questions to my teacher

is it a FUCKING CULT

i ate a gummy frog this morning.

I go to school in like 30 minutes 😩

i start school in like 1 1/2 days I'm anxious. aHhHHhhhhhHHhHhH!!!!!!

I finished my math classes!!! 

I'm taking an entire year of math over the summer so i can be a year ahead and i had 186 total assignments to get done now i only have like a week left to get like 90 done so i am beyond stressed. :(

you know what sucks?

culture shock, mainly the romance kind

i met up with a few old friends i havent seen irl since the pandemic (for reference they're mostly 1yr older than me, or the same age as me. one of them is 1yr younger than me tho)

most times i'd overhear them going "i want a bf" or like "i just left a toxic relationship" or smth and im kinda like "ok" in my head but i cant rlly find common ground with them

one of them (younger one) said "i want to get a bf in highschool"

like girls i get ur point u can stop being allosexual now 

at least one of the friends (i'll call A) didn't rlly participate bc she's a lesbian/bisexual so we kinda talked about AJR and animation and now that's what i can relate to a lil bit

when all of them weren't talking about partners and potential dates n stuff, we were cool. talked about manga and learned that "adult" manga exists. it's basically nudity but someone had the balls to draw uncensored boobs and super sexualized situations.

we watched a Studio Ghibli movie (howl's moving castle) bc A was particularly "offended" that i haven't watched it yet

the animation is truly *chef's kiss* and i loved it (WHY DO THE SHEEP LOOK LIKE BALLS OF WHITE IT'S SO CUTE)

but still, feeling all the fucking culture shock kinda just made me realize im prolly gonna be hanging around ppl who want bfs/gfs/partners more than they do an actual platonic friend i bet

as certain cartoon caracters would say I guess this is my life now.

tho im not too sure how to deal with the fact that im 15, have 0 interest in gaining a bf or gf (i want friends the most), and cannot relate to the "i want [romantic thing here]" sentiments

my partner came out to me as aro today. we had been in a romantic relationship but he called me today and he told me he was aromatic pansexual, this was really relieving for me because i didn’t know if my attraction to him was platonic or romantic, we are in a qpr now :D

first day of school... time to see if i can survive another year of the education system-

I Finally got loveless by alice oseman. :)