My bio teacher really had to pair me with the most allo person you could ever meet istg. All she talks about is boys and some other insignificant shit. Stupid fucking lab about great white sharks and I couldn't care less.
I don't hate you. You are not any of the negative things you say you are. You are an amazing person and you deserve a happy life with supportive people. It may feel impossible right now but it gets better I promise.