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SURE THERE IS ENOUGH FOR ALL!

I WOULD BE STUPID FOR JUDGING OTHERS FOR EATING ICE CREAM WHEN I JUST HAD THE WORLD'S MOST DELICIOUS HAZELNUT ICE CREAM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNY!

SORRY I DIDN'T NOTICE MY CAPSLOCK TURNED OFF AUTOMATICALLY... MY PHONE KEEPS DOING THAT. I GIVE EVERYONE HERE OFFICIALLY THE PERMISSION TO HATE MY PHONE. I LITERALLY HAVE TO TURN CAPS LOCK ON FOR EVERY NEW SENTENCE.

THANKS

OK, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S GOING ON, BUT CAPSLOCKIA SEEMS LIKE SOMETHING I'D ENJOY, SO HI EVERYONE!

I guess I used to think I'm just a really weird straight kid... Because everyone seemed to be convinced of my straightness (and they still are), but I always knew I wasn't as interested in relationships as everyone else, so I just thought I was weird. Then I found out about asexuality and could identify with that very fast and thought that was the whole reason why I felt like the weird kid. I thought my squishes were crushes, so I thought I might be biromantic and after that it took me some time to understand that my that I'm actually aro. I think my problem was, that I used to think of boyfriends and girlfriends as really good close friends kind of like in a qpr.

I once met with a boy (I thought I was making a friend... That didn't happen, he was not interested in friendship ) and the day after that I sat in the car with my mom and grandma and my mom mentioned him, but since we talked in German she used the word "Freund" which can mean both boyfriend or male friend. And my grandma obviously understood it wrong and thought I had a boyfriend. That's one of many reasons why I hate having German as my first language

I feel like thiswith straight guys. Somehow whenever I thought I was about to make friends with one, I always had to find out they had a crush on me and when I told them I wasn't interested, they either wouldn't stop trying, so I got annoyed and broke the contact, because I couldn't stand it anymore or they broke the contact themselves. None of them were fine with "just" being my friend. The closest I've ever been to being friends with a guy was with someone who was more of a friends friend than my friend. We got along really well, but weren't really that close and he also was gay, so obviously I wouldn't have the same problem with him.

I haven't really come out to anyone yet, but I once almost came out to my mom. I practically made pretty clear how I felt without actually mentioning aromantic or asexual just to test the waters before coming out as aro ace, but it never came that far, because she said something about how I will find the right person one day and so on... I haven't even tried to tell anyone else ever since that happened.

I recently had one where all the streets were made of ice, churches had no roofs, people were playing weird instruments that I've never seen before and a lot of other really weird details, but the funniest thing were the spiders... Everyone was obsessed with spiders, they were the most adorable pet anyone could think of and everyone owned a pet spider. I had one myself and I loved it so much in my dream that when I woke up I was quite disappointed that it wasn't real... I'm usually really not a fan of spiders and usually I wouldn't like dreaming about them, but that was funny

Never. I always felt bad for the guys who asked me out, but I wasn't interested at all and I didn't see the point in getting into a relationship that wont work anyway.