necrodivines

prequels tbh!! be invisible or be able to fly? i got flooded so this might be a double oops

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MOeIZCzu9wA the same song i've been listening to for the last couple hours jfc and awolnation nice aah

i've been in two relationships -- both because they asked me out first and i have a hard time saying no to anything. they ended in pretty quick break-ups, because i eventually couldn't stand being around the two, due to being overwhelmed with guilt for 'leading them on'. while i do want to eventually enter a relationship, i'm not sure if i'll be able to find one where the attraction is mutual??

my attraction varied wildly?? at first i thought i was straight as a 'default', then a lesbian once i discovered there were orientations other than het bc at the time i identified as a girl + just?? thought girls were pretty?? and then thought i was bi/pan for a while, bc i found ppl of any/every gender cute, tho i didn't feel any actual romantic/sexual attraction. once i found the terms ace/aro, i started identifying as those!! tho occasionally i get crushes on boys, i don't really get them in the way other ppl describe