selina

I'm turning 18 in a few weeks

I'm a 'bad' aro because... I don't know whether I experience crushes or squishes or something entirely different I like some aspects of romantic relationships I'm bad at friendships

green, black and colour

sometimes I did

I always thought I was picky because whenever I met someone I would always find reasons not to have a crush on them

We talked about "love at first sight" in school recently. I mean we literally spend 30 minutes talking about it and in the end we all "agreed" that it's totally normal to fall in love with someone at first sight but not to really love them...

I don't think I'll ever tell them because they just wouldn't understand it

Exactly, that's why I thought I wanted a boyfriend before I realized I was aro because I thought it's just what people do

What about Carl from The Walking Dead? I know the writers are trying to push Enid and him in a relationship but he doesn't seem to be in love with her

I'm pretty much okay with romance in fiction (because that's what romantic love is to me - fiction) but as soon as I see people kissing each other in real life or hear others talk about love I feel sick

When you hear other people talk about romantic love and you don't understand anything

I will never think of Rey as anything but aroace

I'm reading Romeo and Juliet in class right now so we're constantly talking about romantic love and the way we experience it and honestly it's like hell for me

I used to think I was straight but relationships and romantic love were always an odd concept for me