Oh man, I do this to myself too. Like, I'm happy that my friends are happy and getting married, good for them, but I also feel like I'm getting left behind somehow or that I'm getting in the way of their "couple time" somehow even though I've been invited along. Its like a subconcious whisper that I'm not gonna matter as much in their lives now. It's stupid, but I feel like I'll forever be the odd one out as everyone else i know finds a partner/partners unless I somehow beat the odds and find myself a QPP.
