Ok I'm not sure how relevant this is to most of the community but I seriously need help from my aro-acespec elders here. I can't for the life of me distinguish the difference between the romantic attraction I feel for fictional characters, specifically Draco Malfoy. ( I can't be the only one who thinks he might be somewhere along the graro spectrum right?) and the strong platonic attraction I feel for my femme friends. What complicates matters is that many of them show their affection through touch and I'm seriously confused because straight ppl, specifically femmes also do this to the extent that I spent a good portion of an entire year thinking 2 girls were dating when they were best friends. I have little to no idea what constitutes someone crushing on me and normal affectionate friend behavior, and I'm absolutely terrified of leading people on. I'm also demisexual, so that's fun af. Basically, I have no idea when people are crushing on me or are just being affectionate, and have a whole lot of trouble identifying the difference between romantic and platonic attraction especially amid my femme friends. What has happened to me before is that I've mistaken a squish for a crush and ended up in an almost 7 month romantic relationship with a person I didn't like that way at all. It made things not that great when I began to realize why I couldn't recipriocate the feelings she had for me and subconciously started to pull away. It was a pretty good friendship, and as someone who lives in mortal terror and confusion constantly about romantic relationships that aren't fictional, I seriously value my friends. I'm beginning to worry that what happened in the aforementioned scenario is happening again and I'm scared that I'll ruin a wonderful friendship with my inability to figure stuff out. This was kind of a long post but it's a whole thing so any help would be deeply appreciated!!!
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Ok I'm not sure how relevant this is to most of the community but I seriously need help from my aro-acespec elders here. I can't for the life of me distinguish the difference between the romantic attraction I feel for fictional characters, specifically Draco Malfoy. ( I can't be the only one who thinks he might be somewhere along the graro spectrum right?) and the strong platonic attraction I feel for my femme friends. What complicates matters is that many of them show their affection through touch and I'm seriously confused because straight ppl, specifically femmes also do this to the extent that I spent a good portion of an entire year thinking 2 girls were dating when they were best friends. I have little to no idea what constitutes someone crushing on me and normal affectionate friend behavior, and I'm absolutely terrified of leading people on. I'm also demisexual, so that's fun af. Basically, I have no idea when people are crushing on me or are just being affectionate, and have a whole lot of trouble identifying the difference between romantic and platonic attraction especially amid my femme friends. What has happened to me before is that I've mistaken a squish for a crush and ended up in an almost 7 month romantic relationship with a person I didn't like that way at all. It made things not that great when I began to realize why I couldn't recipriocate the feelings she had for me and subconciously started to pull away. It was a pretty good friendship, and as someone who lives in mortal terror and confusion constantly about romantic relationships that aren't fictional, I seriously value my friends. I'm beginning to worry that what happened in the aforementioned scenario is happening again and I'm scared that I'll ruin a wonderful friendship with my inability to figure stuff out. This was kind of a long post but it's a whole thing so any help would be deeply appreciated!!!
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