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I don’t need it, it’s fine just annoying

I’m alright, I’ve got a bit of issues with my parents blocking queer sites unintentionally using some app. It’s a pain, but on weekdays I can bypass it because of how they schedule it.

Wait… that’s in the movie?! Oh come on, that’s just pointless! The whole point of tmnt is cool action scenes and brotherly bonding.

I’m on it a lot of the time, but it’s hard to have long conversations with a specific group of people. Not to mention that so many people there are hurting. I want to help them but I don’t know how.

Tbh I like Liliths “no b’s” one better, but senku also looks absolutely sick.

But it’s overall annoying because the actual definition of said type of attraction shifts according to others all the dang time. But by several definitions, I don’t experience that to anyone attainable.

In the whole aromantic area there’s never been a hint of wanting that, being ace—spec is REALLY hard to figure out. I mean the label fits best and I don’t relate to most allos, plus I’d just prefer to watch from afar and leave that there.

Oh same. I wonder if I’m ace yet I can’t recollect desiring “that thing” for any specific person.

Oh cool! I have no idea even what show hastsune Miku is from but… 😀

Oh my gosh 8th grade English sucked. 😅

Most often just random soundtracks from shows and stuff.

Yeah it’s a weird concept that straight people seem to love.

Seriously it’s infuriating how that stereotype is played. They always say that queer people are “ShOvInG tHeRe IdEoLoGy DoWn OuR tHrOaTs” yet amatanormativity and heteronormativity are everywhere, the expectations, the stereotypes, they’re just everywhere!

Though back to that comic I can’t say how much I hate that trope where the main character finally accepts they can be happy without someone and remind that “special someone” just shows up! I despise that with a burning passion because then I just get imposter syndrome and worry about if that’ll happen to me and I’ll have to just like someone that way. It sounds sucky tbh.

I had an English teacher just like that. Someone by the name of Ms. Jones. She was my 8th grade teacher and I had this one essay in her class where I was supposed to write what I thought success actually means. It was bland, I hated every second, and I restated a lot but I did it and thought I did ok. I got the grade back and it’s was like 60%ish and I realized that I’d missed a whole paragraph, made so many spelling errors, and the essay just sucked overall. The thing is that she turned it back in to me THE DAY BEFORE A TEST! So then I went joke feeling like a complete failure, I was worried about everything for the next few hours, I was practicing as much as I could but I only managed to get like 20 minutes in. I went to school the next day just so tired and worried, I finished the test, and I ABSOLUTELY ACED IT! It wasn’t that I was stupid, though I was ignorant on that I just didn’t have the focus because I couldn’t care less about a topic that bored me. I absolutely obliterated the test though since it’s straightforward, repetitive, and requires very little mental exertion. That was a heck of a rant but you get the gist.

You know how Luz once said “This mama is ready for trauma”. I wasn’t ready for trauma. High school has only gone through like 1 year and I left a desecrated and sleep deprived gremlin who just wanted to sink into the laziness. I thought it was okay for like one semester and then the other boot dropped. I was forgetting tests, assignments, and other bs just left and right yet I somehow managed to keep all A’s. 

Jamiedodger, Jaiden animations, mark Rober, SomethingelseYT, Odd1sout, Haminations, I can’t even remember that many of the others but I’ve subscribed to a lot of good channels.

I’ve seen a few of his videos. Often just the aro memes. XD

Aesthetically, most everyone is. No one really platonically, there’s like 3-4 celebrities that just sound like nice people to be around but I don’t have any strong desire to be around them. I just don’t see how one can develop a crush on any of them simply by looks but so many people seem to do so, so out of pure curiosity or something I looked around. 

Not many to be honest, I haven’t experimented much.

Though any other topic on mind?

Didn’t you ask the question before? I may just be misinterpreting, I just can’t come out until I’m really actually sure.

No they probably would be it’s just hard to explain and I’m not sure if they’d be as supportive as much as sorta… “meh” about things.

Being outed, I’m not nearly close to being sure enough to last a long time. It’d be hell explaining this right now.

Scrolling down through her comics I also didn’t know that wanting to make out and wanting to date weren’t the same thing. I just thought that those were the same for allos. 😅