Xenvi

i thought i was a lesbian because all the girls in my class just talked about boys and i didnt care. then i got some guy friends and they talked about girls. i still did not care

for me it depends on the person. i never thought about kissing as something i wanted to do until i had my first kiss. i usually kiss my friends forehead, partners cheeks and hand not very often cos germs. if lip kissing, closed mouth! the thought of french kissing makes me a bit disgusted.

i'm aro spec and more on the part where i like romance. some of that is being in a relationship too. you have no idea how many times i've heard people say they didnt think i was aro because of how much i like romance. 2/4 of the people i've been with have not respected my aro identity and actually forgot that i was aro at many points. reasons why we are not together anymore. i really just want a partner who actually respects me. all my friends have cute partners and it sucks. i've been single for 3 months, the last person i actually liked (and respected my aro identity) we broke up 6 months ago. in those 6 months i was in 2 relationships with the same person cos i honestly just felt bad for her and i think she tricked me- anyway. in those 6 months i got idk how many new hobbys. i started playing 3 different intruments and like 5 new handcraft things! i dont have anymore things to do! i dyed my hair 5 times! and cut my hair! QPR's are so unpredictible, and aro people are so freaking hard to find! why are they so hard to find!? it annoys me. i just came here to yap honestly, suprised if anyone even read this. well thanks<3