Bellu

Hey so I kind of fell off the map again

Weird way of saying I stopped posting 

Anyway I'm here again

Not sure how long

Not sure il post

But I'm alive

My leaving is mostly due to me becoming apart of teen forums forum. 

So sorry 

I had an so translate my dream if anyone curious it said soemthing along the lines of

It may represent a fear or anxiety of sexual expectations me being relieved by hugging her represents a desire for a emotional connection aswell as other things also I have never been sexually abused though the dream may suggest that as unresolved trauma 

Heya 

It's been a good month now and I've made the decision to return so uhh hi

My real name isn't important for my privacy as I'm a minor call me bell or bellu I know bells usually a girl name but I don't care