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Bellu

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    Gavin
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    AroAce
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    Male
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    He/him but I don't care that much
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    US
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  1. Okay,I'm not sure about a lot of things in my life I don't know if I'm asexual or not But I do know I'm aromantic What I don't know about being aromantic is how it happened I had 3 or 4 crushes as a kid but two stick out K and S K was when I was in like 2nd grade and I got over it pretty fast and I moved But I was stuck in S till I was like 9 before switching tracks to a friendly enemy relationship (I may have talked about) Anyway around 9 it stopped I no longer had crushes That's also when I started early puberty So Im not sure how that happened
  2. When i was 7 i was obsessed with the name “Awesomegirl” so i made it my roblox username back then and i used it everywhere and my bff's roblox friend nickname for me awesome sauce so it kinda stuck tbh

    the stargirl one i just chose because it sounded cool

  3. ive actually been going through the same situation throughout my first 6 years of school i had 2 crushes the first one was as crushy as a 3rd grader could crush the second,i made up in my head and at some point it spiraled into my reality i had a bunch of mini crushes but realalisticly dont think they counted as anything more than asthetics anyway there a bunch of reasons why this may have happened to you -trauma -grew out of it -insane hormones -asthetics -make belive personaly i belive my transfermation from lovey straight boy to loveless husk was because of insane hormones when i began getting older,make belive,asthetics,growing out of it,religious pressure,and fear of the possibility of being teased about it
  4. im sorry your moms not supportive :( very relatable ik haha
  5. this is not a post about asexuality aromanticism or anything similar so you know how there are dreams that everyone always says they have had heres a list real quick to help explain 1-teeth falling out 2-falling 3-car troubles 4-being chased 5-DEATH 6-Failing 7-Public Nudity ive had a few of these as fever dreams being chased and for some reason car troubles (i cant drive im 14) anywaya i thought the fact that ive experinced none of these is a cool post idea every time from now till i complete this list or die il comment my dreams from this list weve got some starteds 3-ive had MANY dreams about car failure usually im supposed to wait in the car and it starts moveing extremly fast or something similar 4-i had a fever dream in which i couldn't move "properly" while being chased 7-this happened last night and is the reason I posted this DISCLAIMER:I've had public nudity dreams before tonight it's just when I've had them the other characters are always aware and I'm embarrassed Anyway in the dream there was a random girl sitting naked in the classroom while we did are work so I was like if she can do it I can and got naked to I was kind of hiding and embarrassed but literally nobody said anything
  6. okay thats 3rd comment telling me my parents are the onlys ones who do this i gues this is just a me thing
  7. Let me introduce my friends real Quick Like 6 lesbians A gay guy 5 straight guys And a mix of other incompatible people My mom doesn't know this of course but every single time she meets any of my (female obviously) Friends or hears about a girl from school she does that "oh do you like her?" Thing or if she meets them she says "that girl has a crush on you I guarantee it" usually makeingneye contact and saying "she's a lesbian" works (it doesn't have to be true) Anyway why do parents do that?
  8. Bellu

    Wet dreams

    3 posts in one day! I'm on a roll Anywayyy What are wet dreams like for you? I don't know if I've said it before mine are rarely sexual For instance someone will make a sex joke or il briefly be naked Regardless it's usually not super serious if at all So what about you? What are they supposed to be like
  9. Just curious what "varitey" of aro are you
  10. just a fun filler question whyd you pick your user name i think mines pretty clever it stems from Bellusromantic but i shorten is to bellu,bell,and bellusro
  11. Hey everyone I know nobody her remembers me but I've been around these parts before I recently been struggling a lot and decided to change my life So I'm back Hopefully to stay
  12. Hey so I kind of fell off the map again

    Weird way of saying I stopped posting 

     

    Anyway I'm here again

    Not sure how long

    Not sure il post

    But I'm alive

    My leaving is mostly due to me becoming apart of teen forums forum. 

    So sorry 

    1. Atypique

      Atypique

      I kind of thought you found an end to the world on Google map when I read the beginning 

    2. SwiftySpeedy

      SwiftySpeedy

      Thought you feel out of the world in Minecraft creative lol.

  13. I had an so translate my dream if anyone curious it said soemthing along the lines of

     

    It may represent a fear or anxiety of sexual expectations me being relieved by hugging her represents a desire for a emotional connection aswell as other things also I have never been sexually abused though the dream may suggest that as unresolved trauma 

  14. I just wanted to share my dream and get feedback For context I'm an aroace bellusromantic teenage boy I'n my dream I was testing for school when a teacher somehow tipped me off that I was going to go downstairs and into the bathroom to have sex with some random girl and it was required she was stereotypically pretty I didn't see her hair but somehow I know it was dark she was tan with short pink shorts a white tank and a white open hoodie Also at some point it was made clear to be she was no longer a virgin anyway we were both in Seperate stalls undressing well she was I was just scared out of my mind when she said something like "I don't want to do this" and I opened the door she was out of the stall and I ran over and Tightly hugged her I began crying I said something like "thank you so much I was scared" and a little bit of randomness related to the topic as I was sobbing my eyes out she pat me on the back and said I was cool or something like that then the dream cut to me at home doing school work by dad said it was okay and I was fine until the bus got home my mom said something that implied I'd still be forced by the government and by dad said it wasn't a problem yet and the dream ended it left me feeling odd and I have genuine gratitude to the girl who wasn't real if your like a dream reader lett me know how you translate this else just share your thoughts please
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