Kai_Ace_of_Spades

I always felt completely alienated to the concept of romantic love and couldn't really understand it, when I had "crushes" I only wanted to be their friend, hence why I loved saying AP (Platonic love in spanish is amor platonico) rather than "crush", because that feeling was utterly platonic, occasionally it would be alterous attraction. Last year found out that what I want is a QPR and not an actual romantic partner.