i confess that sometimes I seriously consider running back into the closet with the few people i am actually out to- both those I'm out to because I wanted to be, and those who I'm out to who I never wanted to be out to...
"Yeah, you were right, I was just going through a phase/confused/making it up for attention (things I've personally been told), I'm really just a cisgender, heterosexual, heteromantic (not to mention neurotypical and mentally healthy...) "normal" person."