Untamed Heart

I think it's funny that when I inherited my brother's room after he got married that I wanted to repaint it either black, purple or green. Mum wouldn't let me have black as it's 'too dark', so I compromised and had purple, a sort of Cadbury shade but on the red side rather than blue. Also I have white furniture.  

Feeling kind of sad and a little annoyed to find that something I posted months ago on another forum and wanted to read through again (when I was still trying to find answers to my 'romance confusion') got deleted at some point and I didn't have a copy saved anywhere. Pretty sure it's just part of a routine forum clear out thing, but I did want to read it again and see what jumped out at me now that I know more about how I feel lol.

Why do I often find myself watching let's plays of horror games before I have to go to bed?

Dreamt I was engaged to my ex (still felt pretty much the same in the dream as I did about him in real life, a little better but not significantly) and Eddie Redmayne was there as well for some reason, just milling about in the conservatory smiling politely.

Really want to write some romance novels with plot twists like the main protagonists not getting together at the end, because they're mature enough to realise they're not a good match in spite of forming a strong bond through adventure, or a protagonist realising they're better off alone for some reason. Also, perhaps one featuring an aro-majority population? Idk. I like coming up with ideas but I'm terrible at writing  

So, I play on a virtual pet site, it's loosely based on MLP and we have a Pony of the Week announced each Sunday, usually with a theme. Obviously this week's is Valentine's and... the pony is GREEN!  I'm laughing so hard right now!