mewix

Sometimes I feel more left out when people talk about friends that relationships. With relationships I'm like eh yeah whatever. But when people like talk about how much fun they are having with their friends I often feel left out.

Argh so I thought I was just chilling with a friend when they got up close to me subtly bit by bit. The way they did it disturbed and I have no interest in this person in that way but on top of that I was trying to social distance... When you put it all together it made me uncomfortable and yesterday I dreamt something that made me feel really shook.. I was having fun so I don't know why they had to do this! I feel really horrible..