Hi! I'm pretty new around here so I'll be interested to see other folks' responses and how other aros have responded to this sort of thing, because I can definitely relate. I've had lots of issues with assuming my friends prioritized our friendship more than they did (especially as I've gotten older and friends have started seriously dating, and me feeling like they've sort of left me in the dust). I frequently think about wanting my best friends to be more committed to our relationship because I always feel like I'm the more committed friend, you know? I've never had a queer platonic relationship (like I said I'm very new to the community in general) but from what I hear they're good for that kind of mutual platonic commitment. I don't have much by way of advice, but I personally feel better knowing I'm not alone in this and thought you might, too.