I don't even know what i want. Im 17 and I haven't had a crush since I was like 10, so I think I'm probably grayromantic or maybe cupio. Anyway, I feel like my ideal situation would be like, living with a really close friend. I don't even know how that would work, and I guess I could settle for being alone, but only if I had a lot of close people who feel like family to me. I guess that's more so what I want; not romantic love, but still love, the way you love a lifelong friend or your direct family. Honestly, I'm still figiring things oit and I'm very confused, but I hope this helps.