Guest Questioning anon Posted August 24, 2022 Share Posted August 24, 2022 I've began questioning myself and I'm not exactly sure if I am aro or not, so I'm looking for some clarity. I have read through some threads that I can relate to, like not having much of a preference on gender, thinking I might be pan or bi because of it. My experience with "relationships" are rocky. I had my first one when I was 14-15, and it was online. It was short lived because I then started to date someone else in that time frame. I didn't hit it off with the first guy at all. And this other guy was already a friend of mine. We used to roleplay on a forum. But now as I look back, I'm not sure if I ever felt romantically toward them. Sure I used to say things like "we'll meet when we are grown up and we'll get married in the future", but I mainly would say that to cheer them up because sometimes they would get depressed and say negative things. Then they ghosted me for four years, so any feelings I did have are definitely gone. However, after that, I've became desperate to find someone like that again. To have a bond like that. Online that is. Those didn't go to plan, and I became a toxic person during those hard times. Rather not go into detail. Truthfully I've never experienced those strong romantic emotions, but I want to feel love. I want to hug and cuddle, but I guess I could do that with friends. I don't know. This is all confusing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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