Thank you for the response !! I did in fact call them and tell them we won't work out and they got very upset at the idea of other people and me getting with them and that I was "blue balling" them and leading them on (worst times they've asked me if I'm sure I'm not using them) but they messaged me saying they missed me and being flirty with me despite my genuine warning about us, I fear for my friend's safety as well when talking to them because they hate that people have crushes on me or even dm when I express slight discomfort despite telling these people about my boundaries. Its incredibly tasking to be around them and I hope I won't get spam messages from their friends who were kind of forcing us to be in a relationship as well despite being vocal being against online relationships.
Again, thank you so much and about the title, I've had real life events where I get to kiss someone (even the same person repeatedly) and even having multiple intimate acts with someone and being okay about it but the idea of a relationship and being someones boyfriend haunts me. I really wish I can have someone I can be I guess friends with benefits with.