I've always had relationship problems. All of my past relationship have been short and toxic. I'm always getting rejected. Nobody seems to love me.
I've started to think that love, in any form, was a made up concept. But I'm just confusing myself because I have [or at least I thought I have] felt love. But maybe I was just in love with the idea of being cared for and listened too and things like that. A friend said I might be Cupioromantic but that doesn't fit either. Nothing has given me any answers.
Am I on the aroace spectrum or am I just mad that nobody will ever want me?