bluster kong

before I realized I was aroace I would force myself to imagine myself in romantic situations because that’s what I was supposed to do right? I’m a teenage girl that means it’s time to start fantasizing about falling in love amiright hah

Literally every single time I would try to imagine myself in any sort of romantic relationship I would get insanely uncomfortable and immediately stop thinking about it and yet I was CONVINCED I was the most romantic person to ever exist. I was like oooo look at me I’m so desperate for romance im fantasizing about it. I’m such a normal person, such a regular romance lover haha. I was in the final stages of denial bruh I was too deep in my own head to realize that most people don’t have to spend hours convincing themselves they feel romantic attraction 💀