lotsoflove

This is a moodier one but Breathe by Taylor Swift - it's about ending a close friendship.

Been considering my identity for a while and starting to think I may be aromantic but not asexual. I have never had sex and don't feel a strong desire to have sex with another person, but I have a relatively high sex drive by myself (less so since starting antidepressants, but I still masturbate a few times a week as opposed to every day like I used to). I enjoy sexual fantasies and feel aroused by them, and I experience sexual attraction, but exclusively for celebs/fictional characters/teachers/basically anyone decidedly unattainable. I've never felt it for a peer or a friend. Part of me is wondering if this is my aromanticism causing this - I crave sex and sexual release and love the pleasure of exploring that by myself, but since I don't crave romance, I don't have much desire to share those things with another person - I'm just as happy to have that pleasure by myself. Had anyone experienced similar feelings?