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for me it's definitely a trust thing. there's only one or two people i ever feel ok touching me, and even then rarely, so i consider myself anti touch.
i've been repulsed by touch since i was little. it makes my skin crawl and makes me feel like i'm going to explode if not done in a Very Specific Way
and i've had touch forced on me my whole life in one way or another. i used to resist or fight back, but i was punished enough that i gave up.
i've had many traumatic experiences with touch too.
if i'm not expecting it, being touched is enough to send me into a panic attack. most awkward thing in the world when a friend you haven't seen in a year runs up and hugs you and you freak the fuck out lol.
it's gross, it's awkward, it's a huge exercise in trust. i never know when to initiate it or end it. i never know when to say yes and when to say no. i just don't like it. and i don't want almost anyone touching me.
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couldn't have said it better myself. honestly wish someone would have told me this years ago when i was questioning.