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couldn't have said it better myself. honestly wish someone would have told me this years ago when i was questioning. -
for me it's definitely a trust thing. there's only one or two people i ever feel ok touching me, and even then rarely, so i consider myself anti touch. i've been repulsed by touch since i was little. it makes my skin crawl and makes me feel like i'm going to explode if not done in a Very Specific Way and i've had touch forced on me my whole life in one way or another. i used to resist or fight back, but i was punished enough that i gave up. i've had many traumatic experiences with touch too. if i'm not expecting it, being touched is enough to send me into a panic attack. most awkward thing in the world when a friend you haven't seen in a year runs up and hugs you and you freak the fuck out lol. it's gross, it's awkward, it's a huge exercise in trust. i never know when to initiate it or end it. i never know when to say yes and when to say no. i just don't like it. and i don't want almost anyone touching me.
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Hi! you can call me Synth or Sorrel. I'm new here. Looking for a community of aros and F I N A L L Y found one.
I've got other ppl in my head, so if i drastically change how i type or talk or anything That's Why. Also if i change my name.
my favorite band is a tie between motion city soundtrack, against me!, or queen (i've had a deep fascination with freddie mercury since i was small and named my car after him lmao).
my favorite color is green or brown depending on the shade and day.
i'm in a rough spot right now, so i'm hoping to make friends and just. have people to talk to.
i knit, trying to learn to quilt.
i have 12 chickens and i love all of them so so much. (three barred rocks, three cream leghorns, two buff orpingtons, two sliver laced wyandottes, two easter eggers)
i'm trying to convert to judaism rn, but like Just Beginning.
my main pronouns are xe/xem/xyr or it/its. if you need an example in a sentence or smthn let me know.
i'm allo aro and lovequeer and that's as specific as i really get in terms of definitions.
idk what else to say :p
