Lunar Nova

Just now, cristyn said:

Yea

i is working on my crochet project ^^

Just now, cristyn said:

oh well I was Alway led to do everything my brother did and I also found out I was kinda unplanned so

o.o

alright then

Just now, cristyn said:

Good

mhm! whats it like being the youngest?

Just now, cristyn said:

I know I know I just really hope Ur family will appreciate Ur doings

i hope so too

Just now, cristyn said:

aw I'm so sorry for u but u shouldn't compare urself to ur siblings. They're as good and as important as u and even tho I know that this won't really help I'm proud of u<3

ik i shouldnt but thats just how my mind is. that does help so thank you

5 minutes ago, Eclipse said:

The finished drawing looks good!

thank you!

Just now, cristyn said:

Oh yes I can't really relate since I'm the youngest child but may I ask why?

just by my experiences, I can't speak for others, but most often times I feel ignored, both physically and emotionally, and I feel like I'll never be as successful as my older sister, or as multimedia creative as my little brother. often times he gets praised for his drawings, and I get "You draw that all the time" "___ doesn't actually look like that" or "Draw something else" and I am trying so hard for the "I'm proud of you" that I don't get very often, and just have the eternal desire for my art to be approved by them, for my emotions to be heard and not be mocked. I have given up on the fact of being emotionally understood so I just stay in my room all day, outside of when I have a friend over. 

Just now, cristyn said:

slay queen 

haha. now that the thought is in my mind, being a middle child sucks

Just now, cristyn said:

oh dw! I hope it won't be difficult for u

okie. i hope so too lol

Just now, cristyn said:

Okay thanks!

yw! 

(itll take me a bit to get used to responding to it when i get the account made lol, I'm still remotely new to the app)

Just now, cristyn said:

Uhhh snap, discord, Instagram and that's all I think

well ill make a new discord acc when i get home (cus my school has it blocked, among other things)

Just now, cristyn said:

Oh I would buty phone is out of space so..

oop-

what social media do you have exactly? cus I just remembered I also have Discord- 

(I may have to make a new acc though-)

Just now, cristyn said:

Oh that's a shame i don't have any of those😭

hmm. would you be able to download an app called group me? 

or when i get home, i can look for any other communication apps?

Just now, cristyn said:

Any social media is fine if u have any

ive got facebook messenger but thats about it, and its on my phone at home-

(my mamaw wont let me have a lot of social media)

Just now, cristyn said:

em do u have Instagram or smth?(if u want to text w me I mean) I dont really get notifications here

no, i dont im sorry. any other ideas?

Just now, cristyn said:

hah

what do you like to do?

Just now, cristyn said:

I'm sorry for u, some people just like to annoy ppl for some fucked up reason. I hope they will leave I alone and don't pay too much attention to them. I think if u won't mind them they will get bored and f off, even tho ik its easier said then done. Sorry I'm not the best with advices 

yeah, i s'pose so. 

its okay i aint the best at it either.

Just now, cristyn said:

Oh I feel u sm i would beat him up of he did smth like that to me ory friends 

yeah, then there were these two people from earlier that were bothering me (one was watching my screen while i was drawing Lunar Nova {I don't like being watched} and the other was just up in my personal space) i told them to stop/back up and they acted like i just yelled. i straight up admitted to my teacher that if he had done it a third time (yes one of them got back into my space not even 2 minutes after i told them to back up) got in my space they would be in kicking range. with no regret.

4 minutes ago, cristyn said:

Who bro

not anyone on here, but one of my little brothers' friends, who has been annoying my best friend and her boyfriend for quite a bit, and just before class ended, he had "FBI knocked" on the door, it was loud and I almost fell out of my chair being startled. I don't like loud people/loud sounds, there's sometimes an exception but not a lot of the time. 

4 minutes ago, cristyn said:

Take Ur time

i has returned. someone has been added into my 'No Tolerance: Annoying people' file in my mind

Just now, cristyn said:

Indeed I'm glad we share the same opinion 

yeah. im gouta swap classes brb

Just now, cristyn said:

Yes! That's how it should be 

yes it really should. like its not that hard

Just now, cristyn said:

Ur very kind:)

i try to be ^^

im nice to people unless given a good reason not to be ^^

Just now, cristyn said:

thank u!

 

your welcome ^^

Just now, cristyn said:

Ur welcome:)

i like your pfp

Just now, cristyn said:

that's very cool!!

thank you! ^^